Mar 5, 2022
-boy flawed.
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-boy flawed.
her gaze softened as she looked at him. just how sick was he, and how long had he been fighting it? listening to him cough and watching how little strength he seemed to have at that moment pulled at her heart, and she couldn’t stop herself from moving forward.
now just mere inches away from him, she raised a hand to brush his hair out of his face. seeing him like this was not something she enjoyed, and she couldn’t help but wish that she had noticed it sooner. she kept her eyes trained on his forehead as she let the back of her hand come to a rest on his forehead, her stomach immediately dropping.
❝ you’re burning up, ashton, ❞
her gaze flickered down to meet his as she let her hand drop, suddenly very aware of the lack of distance between them. she swallowed dryly, telling herself that this was not the time to be focusing on that. of course it wasn’t the right time; her focus needed to be on him, and making sure that he was okay. letting her gaze drop to the ground, she took a small step back ( just enough to make it easier for her heart to stop racing ) and let out a breath.
❝ i’m not going anywhere, ❞ she started softly, looking back up at him. the look in her eyes was soft, but there was definitely a hint of determination in there, as well. ❝ i can’t just leave you like this. i need to make sure you’re okay. ❞
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“I’m not eating another strawberry until you have one.” Rosemary pushes the plate of chocolate covered strawberries towards him, hoping it will encourage him to eat.
siento que es incómodo hablar conmigo, puedo estar callado por un tiempo y de la nada ya te estoy contando algo sin sentido o algo fuera de contexto y otra vez me quedo callado, no sé, siento que es incómodo para las otras personas.
-boy flawed.
Día 55: aun sigo pensando en como fue que pude justificarte tantas veces que me trataste mal, trate entenderte, invente mil excusas para no abandonarte, lo eras todo y despues de todo lo que soporte ni una disculpa recibi de tu parte.
-boy flawed.
Es complicado, estoy mejor sin ella, pero la quiero a ella.
No la necesito, pero la quiero a mi lado
No me hace bien en mi vida, pero mi vida no esta bien sin ella
Ella tiene el poder de destruirme y reconstruirme con un simple besó, una simple palabra o inclusive basta con una sola mirada.
-boy flawed.
Día 45: Es tan difícil soltarte, dejarte ir, porqué más allá de un "nosotros" Habia todo un pilar de sentimientos, sueños y metas que construimos juntos.
-boy flawed.
Día 44: esto lo hago por mi bien, porqué se que si vuelves yo me voy a perder.
-boy flawed.