Stormy night and in your arms...
With a broken voice I called you during lunchtime, requesting to meet you at dinner.
My mind was running marathons by then, you asked me what was wrong but I refused to reply you told you I would meet you at dinner and hanged up.
Evening came and I finally met you, continuing my silence but you still loved me in my silence it was a very quiet dinner with our eyes locking with each other here and there.
It was as if even the sky knew how I was feeling and decided to pour with the occasional lightning and thunder.
You held my hand occasionally gently squeezing my hand to reassure me that you got me. Yet I was dual minded if I wanted this anymore, my heart was screaming at me no don't let go you love him. My child like mind filled with ego was saying you are better of without him.
We were walking through the rain as I stared at the rain drops falling off the roof, mesmerized with the pitter patter. When the sky lit up with lightening, it was as if everything went in slow mo, just a few seconds before the thunder rumbled through the sky. The sound reverberated through me and I was utterly confused when fear took over me and at the moment of fear I hugged you tightly clinging on to you as though my life depended on it.
You hugged me back straight away keeping me in tight embrace, telling me don't worry I am here, I will protect you. Those few minutes ended the war between my heart and mind. The heart won again cause you gave it the ammunition it needed.
Love you.
