#boys rant

[ohmnia]

so conflicted and annoyed bc i want a boy, but then i don't know which one, or whether i even want one?? and then i want a boyfriend but at the same time i don't bc i just don't want to deal w feelings and emotions; and then all this just annoys me even more bc i don't even have boys interested in me / that any of this would actually happen with and it aggravates me so much. and also i wish i never met this one kid bc ugh hes such a stupid piece of shit and i kinda like him but i dont even know him so i only like him bc i know i can't have him bc honestly theres nothing much to like about him!!!!! rah i just wanna be a player but then i came to the realization that players who are girls are sluts and i don't want to be a slut so i guess i'll just remain an inexperienced lonely turd for the remainder of high school bc opportunities just dont present themselves to me.....

[shittyflowergirl]

i still think of that super cute boy i saw watching me on a bershka store. he was the type of cute that probably like sports too much its a bit annoying but in reality is a big softie who is interested in learning nerdy stuff and playing cool mistery games. and i am 70% he liked me cuz i saw him watching me most of the time i was in the store. but then maybe he was another bitch ass jock boy :(

[katieswinforddiaries]

November 5, 2013

Dear Diary,

So fall formal is this Friday. I'm so excited and my dress is lovely, but sadly I haven't the foggiest idea what to wear for jewelry. Also Zack isn't coming which is kind of a bummer. I really was looking forward to seeing his reaction to my dress. (*Note to readers.* Zack is a senior football player who I have had a crush on since last semester of last year here at college.) Right now is just kind of weird. Seeing Zack is tough because I can not tell if he likes me or not. I wish I knew a way to get him to tell me without humiliating myself. Then I've basically given up on Beau because he is just weird going between periods of ignoring me. Well that's all my whining for today.

-Katherine E. Swinford

P.S. To any reader who wants it I will post some formal pics this weekend. And if you dears have any suggestions as to how to get Zack to reveal if he likes me please feel free to send me and ask. I hope you don't mind to much that this will likely be me whining or swooning over guys quite a bit.

[samnrvz]

You.

I shouldn't like you. At all. You hurt me time & time again, but I'll always care about you. Always hold some tiny bitt of hope that maybe one day you'll realize that I've always been here waiting for you. I'm an idiot for thinking it will ever happen, but I can't help it. You're too wonderful.