i’m gonna have a little background for this account even though it’s kinda obvious why it was created. this ONE boy. (btw i will also be using fake names/initials.)
let’s call him Ice. so Ice was in my band class my 7th grade year (but i’ve known him before due to N) and he was very talkative with my best friend at the time, N. i walked into first period with Mr. B. i saw him talking to N and as i walked over to N, he looked up at me.
his eyes are brown but they are the prettiest shade of brown i’ve ever seen in my life, like melted chocolate or the reminder of the fall yet to come (over exaggerated? nah). his hair is also brown, but it looked so fluffy and soft, i just wanted to reach out and run my fingers through it. he was a skinny boy (a little chub now but he’s still cute), and his style was unique. in my 7th grader eyes (and now as well) he was the boy i’ve always wanted. he smiled and introduced himself. that’s when my heart started to get a little wacky and started beating rapidly. his smile was adorable! it reminded me of a cute little puppy that found a new toy to play with.
i smiled back and told him my name. Ice told me he played trombone and i played saxophone in my middle school years, so i would be sitting close/next to him. i gotta admit i was overly excited. my whole 7th grade year we talked and shared information about each others lives or how each other’s day was going so far. i had to tone the flirting down since a close friend didn’t like the attention i was getting from him. he was in 8th while i was in 7th grade, so the next year he moved into the high school.
it made me sad since i really liked spending first period talking to him. we’d occasionally text on instagram and send each other memes. the summer before my freshman year i had kind of forgotten about Ice. i thought he was just one of those boys that i’d never have. the first half of my freshman year we didn’t talk, but then winter finals came around and we ended up eating lunch with N.
i started to text him first a lot, resulting in 1-2 responses and we were done. i occasionally mentioned the chance of the two of us hanging out... he answered that he’d be more free with a car. it wasn’t until he was a junior until he got his license, but those stories are for another day. to end this, i was gonna explain why i’ve fallen so in love with him, but i think you can tell due to me describing him.
(don’t think this is too creepy, i admit it appears creepy but i promise i’m a pretty normal girl.)
i’ll be trying to update at least once every day but this is just to kickstart my account!
