Jul 19, 2017
Hi, is my face again. I've been feeling pretty good lately. Still having breakdowns at night every now and then. But not giving up on recovering or being in control.
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Hi, is my face again. I've been feeling pretty good lately. Still having breakdowns at night every now and then. But not giving up on recovering or being in control.
Hi. I really liked my face today. Bye #bpdkid
Because even when I'm feeling ok, I can still relate to the negative post.
It's ok not to be ok.
♤It's hard to live with bpd, it is. But we see the world like no one else, we accept something is wrong with us, even before the diagnose. We try our hardest to be better and under control. ♡We don't know who we are (obviously), and we don't know how to live without our disorder, we might even fear who would we be? We are so used to having the mood swings, the obsessions, the strong emotions, etcetera, etcetera. ◇At this point I just want to embrace my disorder, I didn't chose it, I didn't choose to have a fucked up childhood (which most of it I can't remember), but it is me. It's what makes me this crazy bitch, no one understand and that's ok, sometines. ♧My only goal it's to stop ruining my relationships, to stop hurting people. Beside that, I can live with my mood swings, changing hobbies, etcetera. We didn't chose. It's ok to not fit in. It's ok to be us.
I know is hard to understand I'm trying to get better for me. I know is hard to understand for me to not be emotionally dependent on others. But I'm still gonna do it, and I don't care if people close to me don't like or don't get it.
I need a best friend, a fp. I'm dying here.
Please wait...
:)