My PwBPD just decided I m not worth talking through anything and went cold turkey. I feel guilty and hurt.
I went on a date with someone irl and we've been a in relationship for a week, all online ever sense we met in person.
I was toxic at one point, we were sexting while she was out with her best friend and I didn't know she was out, thought we were having an intimate moment but it felt like she was being fake with me, so I said you should've told me, and she's been too cold about it. I said along the lines of "too late.
I feel bad for being a bit toxic, but I didn't mean to end the relationship, I meant to start a conversation about it, even indirectly. She said: "Rip me then, or us" and she stopped talking to me. I said what's happening, can we talk about it?" she said "nothing", and "idk"
She doesn't seem to want to communicate whatsoever, she said :"Ima go vanish now, take care."
She became cold, I told her lets talk about it when ure back home and she left a seen, she unliked my playlist on spotify and she unfollowed me on Pinterest, and she is ghosting me on messenger, she is not saying anything. I called her and she didn't respond or acknowledge that I missed call her.
I feel humiliated and hurt, she has bpd, and she told me, what's happening? She doesn't seem to want any contact with me, and I'm confused by the relationship. I feel like I'm not human, like i don't even deserve closure, or a face to face talk, like I'm nothing and she's been making fun of me the whole time.
