Welp I officially got diagnosed with BPD even though I been knew since 19
Excessively studying trauma behavioral health really played in my favor Ig (especially now I’m in college for it)
Good news in I’m currently in remission!! I still have a lot of anger and grudges towards family and 2 of my exes and an ex friend but episodes aren’t so long winded, they’re now recognizable and I no longer have sui/sh urges
Plus mood stabilizer an added bonus!!
We getting there lads
Tired of being with people that also have BPD but blame me for when I exhibit symptoms out of my control when I’ve given them nothing but patience
Tired of being blamed for shit I didn’t do (going as far as SA despite having 0 sexual attraction towards people) but life’s getting better!!