Birds in Fall - Brad Kessler
“She stood and unzippered her knapsack. She’d brought hardly any clothing—just a long print dress. She was still wearing the same sweater, the same Levi’s, the same bra she’d worn since leaving New York City. Somehow to change her clothes, to shower (even to eat) seemed a kind of betrayal, an acceptance; and if she could only ignore the exigencies of her own body, she might outwit the deadly hours that kept slipping past.”
A plane crashes off the coast of a small island. As the search for survivors surges, the victims’ relatives gather at an inn near the crash site to hope, wonder, and come to terms with new loss and old memories.
In Birds of Fall, author Brad Kessler turns a story of tragedy into a lighter beast; while the characters despair and move numbly through their pain—it doesn’t cripple the reader’s emotional reality. Instead, while wandering through their stories, you remain an observer; the struggle, encapsulated in moments of beautiful description, is softened, for better or worse.
Because I want stories to sing off the page, lift and strike—smoke becoming stone. Stories that grab me by the hair, the pain so real I can’t focus on my breakfast until I’ve found out the next twenty pages. This book lacked the gravity of a real tragedy, but, surprisingly, I still enjoyed reading it. It had a predictable nature, which is almost welcome in the aftermath of a crash, anyways? It’s soothing to have security in knowing. I didn’t fear or feel uncomfortable at anytime during the book—which means I can lay it down (not simply cast it aside)—but on the other hand, I wasn’t gripping the pages at midnight, unable to sleep, or tearing up near the end because I couldn’t simply leave these characters to an unknown fate, and it simply hasn’t become a must-read to quote and pass on to my friends. Actually, when people asked me what I was reading this week, I shrugged, “a library book” it didn’t really matter to tell them, you know?
But the birds, the birds—put a bird in it—and the metaphor will be applauded; by me, too. Though Kessler could have played on this on a deeper level. Ana, the ornithologist, loses her husband in the crash. She leaves her lab of sparrows, and spreads her thoughts on migration to the fellow mourners. It’s a type of solace, I suppose, but so closely linked to the images of flight and travel that Kessler missed an opportunity to bind them more closely. Did he sidestep it on purpose, so as to not be heavy-handed? I think I would have rather liked it though; how this scientific study of travelling birds could commiserate with the patterns of human loss.
But it was pretty, the story. Not beautiful, not sexy, not striking. It was pretty. And if you’re in a pretty mood—it’ll definitely hold true.
“Ana bent to the lighter—a bee sucking nectar—and came away with a glowing cigarette; Pars gestured for Claartija to go ahead, and she dipped hers inside, and he lit his last; all three of them with their own fires; and this seemed to Ana a small accomplishment, a campfire, something to ring themselves around. The smoke from their cigarettes caught a quartering breeze, and they watched it disperse—three scarves of smoke—emptying across the rocks.”