#brad stuff

[mochasandlove]

Today has been a happy day! :D

Jake, Brad and I went to Lucy's house. We ate vegetables and hummus and went swimming, which consisted of basically just doing some crazy kung fu with pool noodles and racing and just being silly. Then Jake had to go to work so Lucy and I accompanied Brad to a mystery shop job in West Leederville which was cool. Then Brad and I went to Joondalup and fucked around on the pianos in JB hifi and talked about music. Then I walked home feeling happy and appreciative to have such lovely friends in my life :) I think about this a lot but I guess I just have a lot of love and a lot of it is for those guys (and Courtney but she is still in America). Yay! :) <3 Right now I am just returning from popping down to the shops to buy a Lean Cuisine meal for dinner and listening to some great music so I will go home and eat that and probably watch a movie or something. Tomorrow I am probably gonna make some cupcakes after work to share with my friends when they come over for book club tomorrow evening, coz it looks like I am hosting it. Hooray for great days! :D

[mochasandlove]

You're no longer an enigma to me, but I still want to know a lot of things about you. Because you have this giant wall surrounding you that only half the time is down, and I really do care about you a lot.

[mochasandlove]

A little recap blog!

Brad is trying to convince me that Courtney came back to Perth last night and him and Aiden picked her up from the airport and he pestered her to buy him a hot chocolate and she did. It sounds like something he would do and it is all feasible but of course it is total bullshit. If only… :(

In other news, Melbourne is fucking great and Im having a really good time. This city is really cool. It is what I imagine Perth will be in 20 years. Getting a bit of “cabin fever” with Grant and Jake (which was bound to happen) but it’s mostly pretty good. The one thing that has me quite stressed is weight gain. I have been eating ridiculously bad here, like ridiculously. Not even counting or taking note of anything, just been going nuts. It’s been fun, and it’s been nice not having to worry or feel guilty at all, makes me feel young somehow. However today a bunch of photos were taken of me and they were just a big reminder that I am too large and can’t afford to go eating and drinking whatever like Jake and Grant do. I know I’ve put on weight, it’s so fucking disgusting. I have no idea how much it would be coz we’ve been walking around a lot too? I won’t know til Im back in Perth and can actually jump on a scale but gosh I am dreading it :( I get back on Tuesday but I seem to have normal hours back at work, at least for this week anyway. So working out is gonna be a number one priority. I want to lose any excess before I see any friends on the weekend or anything, theres no way i am gonna let them think, “oh wow she gained some holiday weight”. I don’t know how I could get so careless :( Fucking Melbourne! I love you, but look at what you and your delicious food is doing to my self control and weight! I will likely blog more about Melbourne later but right now I should sleep. I can hear music and noise outside which is understandable coz it’s a Saturday night, Straya Day, and we’re staying RIGHT in the CBD however I am gonna try and sleep anyway coz it’s 2:40am. Peace! :)

[mochasandlove]

omg I love jake and brad so damn much! :) us three as a dynamic is awesome and something I really haven’t got to experience as much lately. those two are two of my favourite people ever. Im currently at joondalup station in the happiest mood! I wish I could have stayed with them and had more stuff but I have work in less than 10 hours so that’s a no :( oh well I don’t know this is just a stream post and like I love those guys :)

[mochasandlove]

You're so fantastic and every time you put yourself down I want to lather you in so many heartfelt compliments that you feel sick from the cheesiness of it all because you're amazing and why the fuck can't you see it.

But I can't do that.

Because that would be weird.

[mochasandlove]

I'm eating chocolate and soy choc ice cream because I got rejected but it's not really coz I got rejected coz I really don't actually care about that at all. So I guess it's just an excuse. Eating my calorie overload while listening to the new song the person I really think is amazing made and thinking it is great and being kind of sad. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I am sick of this.

Just filled with so many feelings that I can't explain any of it.

[mochasandlove]

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