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tiny updates
haven’t been on tumblr in a bit
not dead yet (i guess?)
turned 24
gatorade is literally a gift from god????
saw justice league, didn’t dislike it
i’m more of a collection of memes and mistakes than i am, like....
a real human
upside to mental illness: ghost-hunting is at least 17% less scary when you’re already used to hearing unexplained voices
me: Hmmmmmm... I've been mostly awake for (indeterminate but interminable amount of time) and entirely unable to move....
me: What a strange and unheard-of occurrence.
me: What possibly could this ever b-- Wait shit I can feel my hand, I know what things are again, fuck fuck FUCK f
Literally why do I ever let myself fall asleep on my back I know that it’s a pattern that I only get sleep paralysis on my back this never happens on my side or my stomach what kind of fucking styrofoam is in my head that I still make the decision sometimes to drift off lying on my back what kind of dumb fucking coconut even am I
The Good News: I'm not literally crying in a "The Corner Bakery."
The Bad News: The above is a lie....
“a regular sleep schedule is the best way to mediate bipolar disorder” :^]
@yellowbessie that was really helpful!! thank you!
@waynscastle i'm not too worried about talking about anything really... just a little confused because i know my depression pretty good but i'm not super clear on...how neurotypicalness is. can't tell if "well i really wanna be doing something but i have nothing to do... existing is too much of a chore if i'm just gonna be sitting here... time to Sleep" is a typical behavior pattern or a sad brain behavior pattern, u feel?
