#brain probs

[powpowhammer]

[streetlightsontheriver]

haha wow today is a bad day to be in the brain that i am in

i sure do love how isolation has destroyed my entire support system!!!

[streetlightsontheriver]

animal crossing is ableist for introducing all these fucking rare beetles right when my hands are flaring. buddy i can barely work the controls as it is and you want me to catch eight more of these fuckers? blathers please save your pride and let my friends donate

(this is a vent post i do not actually think animal crossing is ableist in its design any more than any other visual-forward game with a few invisible sound cues)

[streetlightsontheriver]

Neurotypicals really will decide the local neurodivergent person must be showing a symptom whenever convenient to undermine their autonomy huh

[streetlightsontheriver]

Autism culture is getting a small appliance to counter sensory hell, spending the better part of an hour getting it to run properly, and then deciding not to use it because when it's running it produces a different kind of sensory hell.

[streetlightsontheriver]

Me: why am I so tired? why do I have a headache?

Brain: you barely slept last night...?

Me: what's that got to do with anything

[hugefangs]

okay I’m gonna stop researching ADHD stuff now because it’s all just making me cry. Turns out, nothing about me is even real, I’m just a bouquet of symptoms with a goofy “high achiever” ribbon pinned to it

[hugefangs]

y’all i’m trying a double dose of my adhd med for the first time (don’t worry it’s still well under the max Rx) and i can’t tell if this is better or worse than my usual nightmare focus fight