mark march 2024 as a beautiful new beginning for my life. i’m ready to move forward. i can’t wait to edit down this stream of thought post and post this to instagram. a lot has happened these past few months. my mom finished chemotherapy and is recovering well after a bad scare, my beloved baby girl maddie passed peacefully, i finally got my license after struggling for six years, im medicated, i hate my job but im ready to do something else anyway, ive decided to transfer to odu. dude. i might be?? well. well. im working on figuring that one out. saying it confidently…not at that point yet. maybe soon. if i’m brave and silly.
best of all though is i got to go on spring break with the braingang (: did you know that having a close friend group for nearly four years and finally getting to meet up for four nights. its genuinely the best trip ive ever been on.
i haven’t felt like myself in a long time. i thought i wanted to return to something, but ive learned and accepted that im ready to begin something instead and change in a very poetic way im sure younger michael can find it in his heart to forgive me for. and have hope in me. i have hope in me.
i can’t wait to see all my friends again. i’m ready. i’m ready to start my life again.
did you guys know that if you’re bold and smart and adaptable and equal parts risky and relaxed you can have soooooo much fun doing things with your life and your free time and your energy and your JOY!!!!!
thank you to kirby and seren and rose. thank you to amy. thank you to kira. thank you to nyx. thank you to tiffany and jett and lucian. scully and trimby and bee alexander and rin and debby and oj and rowen and cait and august and nyx again and mason and kylie and alaela and nikhil. dude. thank you james i guess. thank you to my family even. fuck dude. that’s crazy. okay see you guys later.
