This is crazy. Everything is just weighing down on me far to much. Someone in my family has broken up with there partner and its tearing me apart, so now everytime I hear my parents argue I get scared that they will split to. On top of that I have to think abouy the future and jobs and its just fucking stupid how little support you have within the industry, so yeah thats got me stressed as well. Oh and then I have half shit friends that treat me like absolute shit, but like everything else I put up with it because im scared if I dont ill have no one, even if no one is better. Ive spent my whole life making exceptions for other people and pausing my life for other people and these people not once stop for a second to put their life, their plans on hold for me.