#thisistoohard

[singingtiger13]

Have been really struggling with this book. It’s not a bad story but I just don’t click with it. Can’t decide if I should DNF it or not. 🧐Help please! Suggestions? 🤷🏼‍♀️ #bookstruggles #todnfornottodnfthatisthequestion #bookstagram #thelastmagician #thisistoohard https://www.instagram.com/p/BnuOMd4FIc1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=19hj64kiz0t30

[riri-ah]

Jonghyun, I’m sorry. You have given me so much happiness and you have helped me through so many tough times and in the end I couldn’t do the same for you, I couldn’t save you.

I just hope that those times when we met, when I watched you shine so beautifully at stage, you could feel my love and all of Shawols love for you.

I treasure the moments I got to meet you so much but I can’t stand that I won’t be able to anymore.

I wish I would have done more, I wish I would have traveled the whole world for you, attended every event, and told you how much you mean to me a thousand times. I can’t stand the thought of living in a world where you do not exist. I miss you so much. Still I’m so thankful that I was able to spend some of my time on earth with you.

These past 9 years my life has changed a lot. I’ve grown, I’ve moved countries, I’ve graduated, I’ve gotten a job, I’ve been heartbroken, I’ve cried, I’ve laughed. So many things have changed but the only thing constant has been my love for SHINee. It has never wavered.

I fell in love with you for the first time in my little hometown in Sweden, and I met you for the first time in Paris. I couldn’t stop my tears at that time, I was so happy to see you, and all of SHINee, in real life.

Since then I’ve met you in Tokyo and in Seoul so many times I almost took the happiness of seeing you for granted. I’ve cried with you, I’ve sang along with you and I’ve laughed, both at you and you silly antics, and more than anything - together with you. SHINee has been the only constant thing of happiness in my life these past 9 years and I don’t know how how I will cope without you. After a hard day SHINee has always been the thing to cheer me up.

Everything is so hard right now but I hope that in the future I will be able to look back at videos of you with happiness instead of sadness and that I will be able to listen to your music and smile. Please look after SHINee and Shawol from wherever you are now.

And Jonghyun, you did so well. You did amazing. I couldn’t be more proud. It was hard and you fought and that’s enough. You did enough. You deserve to rest now. You deserve to be free from it all and be happy.

수고했어요, 종현아💙

Thank you so much. Thank you for bringing me SHINee, for bringing me your voice, your music, your kind spirit. I can’t thank you enough. I love you, always. 사랑해.

[hanni-emily]

I want to write. Particularly about you. But when I think of you, (Which is most of the time) All I can say about you, Or to you, Is that I miss you. And I am aching for you. I wish I still had you. And I'll never stop loving you.

I wanted you to call me your girl and for us to be good till the end of time. (Hanni-emily)

[hanni-emily]

You are my best friend. You were there for me when your best friend broke my heart. Why can't you just be there for me while my heart is broken over you as well?

Hanni

[musings-of-a-kittykat-blog]

It's when the day winds down that it gets hard. When the world is shutting down and getting cozy. When you're supposed to feel at home with a cup of tea and someone's hand to hold. When you're supposed to be sharing your day with someone.

[thelastsparkofrae]

What do you care? You don't.

I'm basically falling apart right in front of you, and you're fueling the fire that's burning me down. You don't even try to pretend like you care, you just give me more reasons to fucking hate myself.

[will-my-love-not-be-enough]

This is crazy. Everything is just weighing down on me far to much. Someone in my family has broken up with there partner and its tearing me apart, so now everytime I hear my parents argue I get scared that they will split to. On top of that I have to think abouy the future and jobs and its just fucking stupid how little support you have within the industry, so yeah thats got me stressed as well. Oh and then I have half shit friends that treat me like absolute shit, but like everything else I put up with it because im scared if I dont ill have no one, even if no one is better. Ive spent my whole life making exceptions for other people and pausing my life for other people and these people not once stop for a second to put their life, their plans on hold for me.