it all adds up to way too much for me. I’m angry at my bestie because he is disrespectful and I do not accept him anymore but isn’t that the crux of relationships ..? to endure..?
if I do not choose to endure , I am alone. Alone is pretty cool until it’s not.
People nod, yes, they understand as they crawl under the covers into the arms of their lover - when one of them stops performing the other will leave. Sounds like a hostage situation with tender touch.
honesty is my friend, lover and captor.














