I want to role play. But I feel if I do I might hurt a friend who wants to rp with me. I want to reply but I can't find inspiration. After so many people that I have talked to considered her a bad person she guilt trips people, which is true that she does that, I still see good in her. She wants to be accepted by people. Yes she can be so clingy, so much that it's bad for your health, but she is nice and tries hard. Her parents are getting divorced and she has almost no friends. I feel that if I do anything that suits me, she's going to go over the edge and might even kill herself. I couldn't bare the guilt that I caused someone to die. I want to be her friend, but I want to be myself. She's not the only one in the world who I care about, and I never pick favorites yet she assumes I do. If I reply to someone else but her, I just do. I have tons of people who are still waiting for replies. I am in no way quality. I rather be the most horrible quality of a blog in the world, because I started with nothing but grew. We all have. It took years to work up the amount of effort I put in to make all the blogs I have be like this... I'm not perfect, and if she ever sees this, I want her to know that I may be gone at times, but I come back, and I always care for you.
