#breakdown posting

[yuris-landmine]

Mom, am I still young? Can I dream for a few months more?

[totalstupidityaddict]

ok turning asks back on someone call me a horrible person so I have a reason to be feeling this bad

[yuris-landmine]

just queued 8 lyric posts am I tuff

[yuris-landmine]

Crack baby, you don't know what you want, but you know that you had it once, and you know that you want it back…

[yuris-landmine]

Childlike mother and a motherly child

[intelligent-space-gay]

I need to do my makeup to go out but literally all I want to do is cry and I don’t wanna cry it off but I need to leave in 45 mins I wanna scream

[an-american-whore]

like I know it's my fault. I've stopped trying when it comes to sex. we haven't had sex in years. I tried so hard for so long. worked out, shaved myself, tanned, used rogaine, became a better homemaker I did everything even bought toys and shit. but none of it worked. so I gave up. if he wants it he'll initiate it. but he never does. I drove him to this it's my fault. all I can do know is remember my Catholic upbringing and repent for this sin and know that this is the punishment I deserve. I deserve this pain. I got older. I see his tik tok likes, his Twitter feed. full of men younger than me. prettier than me. skin clear and teeth straight. with lives full of vibrancy and interests. everyone around me has said at some point that I am poison in the water, so what's the point of pretending I'm not anymore? I'll just take it as it comes and forgive it all. if good guys get to be happy then maybe there's a reason I'm not happy. if being a chacki in the China cabinet, a live in maid and a body to gaze at from a distance means I get to have a home then I guess that's a small price to pay. there's no fixing me. I've cancelled all my therapy and meds appointments.

[paperclvps]

Grandpa... he got plowed over by... no, I shan't say...