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I had some flashbacks of the time i spent with you. The times we laughed and how easy and genuine it felt spending time with you.
But our chapter is over. How much i wish and miss you. I cant force you to try when u never had any intention to stay.
Ive thought about how unique and different you were to any guy i met.
But im also special, unique, and different in my own way.
I still miss you. I still daydream that we will meet again. But ive been daydreaming more about me. The things i want to explore and experience by myself.
Honestly I thought I only had to look out for people that are only interested in your body. But apparently men that take the time to know your vulnerability and take care of you, then to say they were never interested in you, exist??? like this is psychopathic??
Its hitting me. That I wasn't special to you. I must have been receiving the love and affection you use to give to your ex. I wasn't special. I wasnt anything to you. I was just a toy.
It hurts the most because I thought I was receiving love. My first genuine love in a long time. And it wasn't real. None of it was real to you. But it was to me.
I just wanted to be loved again, and even though i guarded my heart. You still came in.
I deserve the way you treated me. But not ended it.
