i promise to draw more soonnn… i just dont know how wifout my computer ok. thats why my art looks so ugly.
also im hearinf things and idk what to do IM HEARINF THINGS OH MY GOHD

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i promise to draw more soonnn… i just dont know how wifout my computer ok. thats why my art looks so ugly.
also im hearinf things and idk what to do IM HEARINF THINGS OH MY GOHD
Someone: closes door
Body: panic!
Me: but why?
Body: paNIC!
Me: OKAY BUT WHY AM I PANICKING?
Body: PANIC HARDER.
hamstwrs changed my mind about dying. I LOVE LIVING. LIVINF IS SO GREAT AND EVERYONE SHOULD LIVE WITH ME😊😊😊😊😊
Hey city folk do y'all know about crop dusters?
Hello, everyone! To my 190 followers! To the 20ish of those followers that legit read through all my crap! To the random beautiful strangers that are seeing this as well! So if any of y'all have seen n read my recent ish #personal tag, you’ll know I’m in a relationship with a guy. We’re a typical early 20s heterosexual cisgender couple, with all the good stuff & the bad. If you know me personally or follow me closely, you probably know that I have my share my emotional & mental baggage. I was sexually assaulted when I was younger, leading to a diagnosis of PTSD, along with depression & borderline bipolar disorder. I’ve been touched by suicidal thoughts & have had to deal with drug abuse. All these things before I even turned 18, before I even came to college. During my 1st year in college, I wanted to embrace the “freedom” of college. Being out of my parents’ house, being with people who I can freely swear in front of, being able to do whatever I want with my body. So I did. I engaged in a FWB situation. I tongued everyone I could. Welp, it worked. Til it didn’t. I was left with some emotional, mental, and physical scars. A slip in birth control left me with a choice. To get an abortion or not? I got one. Did I regret it afterward? Yeah, I’m not gonna lie. I felt guilty. I could’ve sworn I was ok, but then I hit a delayed spiral down. I locked myself in my apartment, missed most of my classes, and was nearly kicked outta college. So I woke. I got up. I kicked my ass back into shape cause I was afraid. Cause if my parents found out about everything I did, I was afraid I’d break their hearts. How bout that, right? So I got my academic groove back. I sought help again via the student health center on my campus. I spent time with my friends again. It was great. Perfect even. So what better time to meet someone who…made my life so different. Iunno if y'all have had an experience like this, but picture this: you meet a person and you realize that while you know what 'happy' feels like, this other person just helps you feel even happier. Happier, less lonely, full of...more. Which brings me to this: I'm in love. But with love isn't a magical answer. I've been telling y'all about me, my story, who I am. But I haven't actually told you about my partner. I've probably said things before like "he's fucking tall", "he's white", "he's so sweet", etc. But that doesn't capture his entirety. See here's the thing: he has his own story. One I cannot share for him. It's not my place to. Even if I could, I wouldn't be able to share everything about him cause I don't even know everything about him. I really don't. I'm in love with a guy. But that doesn't mean we're gonna be in love forever. We may not even be able to make it another month. My heart is shattering cause I know that there could be a day when we're no longer together. I remember what my life was before him and his amazing timing. I'm not saying I can't live without him. I'm saying I don't wanna go back to a day when he wasn't a part of my life. He's brought such much to it. Maybe there will be a day I don't post one of these long texts without crying...but today's not that day! But yeah, this is just me. Am I sad? Oh yeah, definitely. Will I be ok? I'm definitely gonna believe I can be, cause if not...not even gonna go there. Am I gonna be posting more of these long texts? Probably, maybe. This is just a nice way for me to get things out. I'm not looking for an audience, maybe just some space to breathe. Breathing is good.
I would like to be done being sick. I mean I don't even feel reqlly bad but I'm still done with this bullshit.
i know ive said it before but yo....haikyuu...is just so good...im literally going to die reading it...it’s just so good yooooo though BOKUTO JUST WALKED IN THREW OFF HIS JACKET AND AKAASHI CAUGHT IT WHAT KIND OF WILD SHIT just this whole manga...but now especially holy shit a whole part just for fukurodani and nekoma my faves like yo???????? im so pumped oh my god just this is so good im so excited i love bokuaka so much and KENMA’S A SCAMMER TOO LIKE KUROO SHIT just...i need to express this all and stop spamming hazza with it ahhhh but im just...so emotional...this shit is so wild...like...shit mate
"All your life you have heard yourself denounced, not for your faults, but for your greatest virtues. You have been hated, not for your mistakes, but for your achievements. You have been scorned for all those qualities of character which are your highest pride. You have been called selfish for the courage of acting on your own judgment and bearing sole responsibility for your own life. You have been called arrogant for your independent mind. You have been called cruel for your unyielding integrity. You have been called anti-social for the vision that made you venture upon undiscovered roads. You have been called ruthless for the strength and self-discipline of your drive to your purpose."
Ayn Rand