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Yesterday marked the day I left the store I've been working at for 12 years. Insane. I'm going to another store to better my options in moving up and proving myself. Leaving that store was sad but such a weight lifted off my shoulders.

#breesdiary #personalbree #mcdonalds

Today marks the day I officially went out and did something with my sister since we were kids. She got to meet my other half along the way. It was fun and not nerve wrecking. She's grown up a lot. It is nice to see she's still the same but grown. Today was a great night.

#personalbree #breesdiary

This man right here is truly my other half. 🖤👻

#imawesomesauce #love #breespics2 #breesdiary #cute #adorable

I'm really excited for starting at Post University. It's online school but it's better than no school at all. I'm just waiting for the financial part. Please don't be too expensive to where it un-attracts me to your university. Answers will be in by Friday.

#post university #college #breesdiary

So, now what?

I've been going to the same college for 2 years. I failed a class, had to write an appeal and it gets denied.

What do I do about college without financial help?

Mcdonald's pay on top of my rent/bills isn't enough to afford classes...

What the fuck do I seriously do about my future?

FUCK

.........

#college crisis #breesdiary

The stress of my house is really getting to me...

What's most saddening is that I got this place for me and Vinny. To have our own home, to pursue further into our life together, to make him happy and cherish something for once in his life, and for us to actually feel like a responsible adults. We let people move in and it fucks everything up. He hates being here because of it. You know how that makes me feel? To feel that I brought him into this shit. I mean, obviously he has a choice to go back to his old house, but he refuses to because he won't leave me in this "hellhole".

I want to FINALLY be able to call a place home. I've never been able to do that. NEVER. My mothers place was not home, it was torture. Now, my home is hell to me. I hate coming home because I know something is going to happen or something is going to piss me the fuck off. It reminds me of my mothers....It emotionally destroys me mind.

I am a nice, sweet, and generous person and it's killing me with the thoughts that I've had lately. I know it's life and shit happens in life, but I can stop this but I know if I even attempt to, more shit will be stirred and there will just be a lot more drama/stress that can be avoided but at the same time I think I am willing to take it because after all that mess, my mind will be free again, I'll have my home back, and I can live at least fucking contently.

I will forever tell myself that being nice gets you fucked in the ass because it has been proven to me on so many levels it's not even funny. I can't help but be nice. I hate yelling at the people in my house or acting like a bitch but fuck it's like the only thing that makes them go "oh, she's being serious".

Just..... a lot of things have been happening since the beginning of this year in this house and I don't like it. Mentally, it's draining me.

#rant #breesdiary

I really don't want you to move back to your grandparents house.

I understand why and I know it is not me.

But I'm going to come home to not you anymore....and imma' sleep alone at night....except the days/nights you come over.

It's going to feel unusual living here with the 2 roommates we have here especially since it was more of your decision to let them move in....

It's just weird....I don't know.

#breesdiary

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I get to do a character analysis on my favorite "character".

I think you all know who that is.

Dexter Morgan from the Showtime series Dexter.