#brightcx

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I got tagged :3

I was tagged by flossy-magoo !

Rules:
 Rule 1: Always post the rules. 
Rule 2: Answer the question the tagger has set for you in their posts, and make 10 new ones.
 Rule 3: Tag 10 people and link them in your post.
 Rule 4: Let them know you tagged them.

1. Who is your inspiration in everyday life? Uh no one >.< 

2. Your favourite book(s)? THE TIME TRAVELER'S WIFE <3 and The Night Circus go on top!

3. If you could go one place where would it be? Greece most probably, or Italy, to the rural and antique places, that would be lovely 

4. If you have a crush what would you love to be able to say right now to them? (If you don’t/are in a relationship what would be your cheesiest pick up line ;) ) *flashbacks of my last crush* okay, because when i love people, i love them with every inch of me. I'd tell them how not a single day passes without them crossing my mind and it's lame, but they save me all the time, and i'll most probably not say anything but just lie down next to them and not think about anything i need to shut up

5. Your favourite colour? black and there's this pinkish dark red, idk, maroon? 

6. Best childhood memory? i can't think of anything right now, but i remember how much i loved winter and how the rain washed out all the view from our window and everything was just white

7. What makes you emotional (sad)? remembering stuff mostly. moments i missed, people i didn't hug (or hold) tightly enough, the world in general, never was a fan

8. What makes you happiest? My friends, finally getting home after school and sleeping, when mom makes food i like, buying books, making people happy 

9. Best thing that has happened in the past week? Ohh my friends and I hanged out at sarah's place and it was really fun! and, like the week before that i think, we got first semester report cards and it was amazing and i was so happy i stepped Rawan's foot (sorry)

10. Favourite sports/sports you play? I only know how to play Badminton but I love it like hell (not that i love hell but ya know) 

My Questions FOR YOUUU! 

1. If you could go one place where would it be? 2. Describe what it's like being in love? (whether you have fallen/are/never been in love, just imagine, what is it like?) 3. Best childhood memory? 4. Tell me something that will surprise me 5. If you could live in any fictional universe, which would you choose? 6. Has reading a book ever changed your life? Which one and why, if yes? 7. What would you do if you had a million dollars to spend on whatever you choose? 8. Do you think french people's accents when they speak english is cute? (because i do)  9. What's your favorite breakfast?  10. Favorite joke! 

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brightcx replied to your post “It’s starting to set in that I’ll never get to see my aunt again. It’s...”

sorry for your loss :(

Thank you! It's just been a crazy couple of years. My uncle passed away at the end of 2012, then my dog passed away, then 2 of our cars broke down, one of my dad's best friends had a massive brain tumor removed and is in recovery at the moment, and now my aunt is gone. It's just weird because she was completely fine when I dropped some stuff off at her house a couple weeks ago. It's also hitting me harder than normal because she used to babysit me everyday up until I was like 8 or 9 so we were relatively close. Idk It seemed like things were getting better but I guess not. I'm just trying to stay positive and not let everything spiral out of control. I guess I know why my panic attacks have been coming back though. It definitely sounds like I made this all up because it's so much crazy shit at once, and you probably could care less, but it's just good for me to be able to get some of my thoughts out. I could talk to my family but idk I'm just not comfortable talking about my feelings with them? Anyway, sorry for this long depressing story, just need to let some stuff out. Thanks again!