I don’t like anyone at the moment… So no? My friends would take care of me if you count that kind of affection6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
Smart and kind people12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
Oooo….1. Immortals by Fall Out Boy2. Try by Colbie Caillat3. Think of Me from Phantom of the Opera (sang it in choir and it’s fun to sing…)4. Chasing the Sun by Hilary Duff5. Shatter Me by Lindsey Stirling feat. Lzzy Hale
15. What good thing happened this summer?
Debate Camp! :) I actually feel like I’m a lot better at debate now, plus it was fun21. What are you bad habits?
Well… I bite my nails, I keep trying to please everyone which is impossible, and I beat up on myself for screwing things up (when I believe I’ve screwed them up)38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
Um okay. Kind, smart, funny, cute/adorable (like goofy, but not too much so), and trustworthy.40. What do you want to do after high school?
Welp…. No clue. I want to help people and I want to make money, and the two are usually mutually exclusive…41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Yes. Any more than that though? That’s circumstantial42. If you’re being extremely quiet what does it mean?
I’m sad or incredibly mad. 45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
The fact that people care about me46. What are you paranoid about?
Failing, never being good enough, being such an irritant that I’m not worth the trouble of being friends with.49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
Don’t think so62. Been arrested? For what?
Nope, not my sister. I’m apparently the “good child” of the family89. Name a person you hate?
I don’t know if I can hate someone… Like I always try to see the best in everyone and I probably excuse too many things and forgive way too easily. The person closest would probably be my dad…90. Name a person you love?
My friends (I can’t name just one of them)- Rebecca, Zayne, Jack, Jillian, Phillip, Rocky, Natalie100. How are you feeling?
I’m feeling okay. I had a decent day today and nothing really bad has happened (or occurred to me). Last night was a bit of a different story.108. What should you be doing?
Homework! As per the usual….112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
A small part of my forensics team- Jillian, Zayne, Alyssa, Mindy, and Rocky.121. Are you mean?
I hope not… If I am I would like someone to tell me please127. What makes you happy?
Lots of things. People who look out for me and my wellbeing, puns, Rooster Teeth/Achievement Hunter, success, hugs, having time to read a book I want to read for FUN.135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
It’s okay, that doesn’t bother me.146. Was today a good day?
Yeah, it was. For which I’m glad :)148. What’s your favourite quote?
“Thoughts could leave deeper scars than almost anything else.” –Ron quoting Madam Pomfrey, The Order of the Phoenix
I couldn’t think of one so I consulted Harry Potter…
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
"This relief, sculptured on alabaster as a decoration for the northern palace in Nineveh, depicts King Ashurbanipal engaged in a lion hunt."
It went pretty well I think! I wasn't expecting the essay to be the first thing that we did though, so that was kind of a wake up moment. I also drank an entire energy drink during the last break so I was VERY awake for the last couple of sections. I think I could pull a decent grade :)
First things first: goddammit. After the first like 10 I'm going to put in a read more because I think that everyone deserves to not have me taking up their entire dashboard.
1. How are you?
Not to great at the moment
3. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Nope! I'm fine with who I am
5. How old are you?
16
7. Your zodiac/horoscope and whether you think it fits with your personality?
Aquarius. I have no idea, I know very little about zodiac stuff
9. What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday?
Does survival count? Cause I'm going with that.
11. Have you ever dyed your hair?
Nope!
13. If you could change your eye color, would you?
Nope! Blue is fine
15. There isn't a question 15????
17. There's no 17 either???/
19. Do you have any piercings?
None
21. What is your sexual orientation?
Bisexual
23. Do you smoke?
Nope!
25. Where do you work?
Nowhere at the moment :(
27. Do you have any "rules" about food?
As long as it's edible and not totally disgusting I'll eat it
29. What would you say is your best quality?
I'm pretty good at convincing people of things
31. What do you think you're really bad at?
Being a good friend.
33. Are you a bad person?
Probably
35. Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
Yeah...that didn't end well...for them
37. What is your ideal bed?
The largest bed I can find. I'm 6'1" and have been stuck in a tiny bed for too long...
39. Did you wake up cranky?
Not today for once!
41. No question 41????
43. What are your career goals?
I would like a job which will allow me to earn enough money to purchase 1 Ferrari.
45. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Not even close
47. Have you ever had an imaginary friend?
Nope
49. Do you have any phobias?
Is there a phobia of the college application process?
51. Are you allergic to anything? If so: What?
I am allergic to cedar
53. Ever come close to death
I nearly fell of angels landing 3 times....so yes
61. Do you have any pictures on your facebook?
Just my profile pic
63. A quote you try to live by:
"You should have thought of that before you became peasants!"
65. Weird things you do when you're alone:
I don't really have any weird things that I do...
69. Leave me a compliment:
You're a beautiful human being
71. What is your favorite color?
Black/Red
73. Favorite movie?
Guardians of the Galaxy
75. What is your favorite quote and why?
Anything by Douglas Adams, because it's Douglas Adams
77. What is your least favorite word?
Already answered this one
79. Your favorite Ice cream?
Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough
81. Dogs or cats?
Both
83. What is your favorite flower?
Blue-bonnet
85. What is your favorite season?
Summer
87. What are four things you can't live without and why?
Internet, laptop, phone, and car. All these things connect me to the rest of the world, and I need them all for everyday life at this point
89. What's your favorite television show?
House of Cards
91. Say two facts about your favorite things:
One of my favorite things is full of pages. Another one of them is full of dumb anons.
107. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Girls, though a lot of that is driven by the guys at my school...
109. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
Yes
111. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Yes
113. Something you've lied about?
Being straight
115. Say five facts about your best friends
They're the best. All of them are girls. None of them actually attend my school except for one. All of them know some pretty deep secrets. They're real I promise
117. Story of your first kiss?
Oh god....umm. Unattended stairwell at a hotel while on a school drama trip. Both the high school and the middle school sent a team and the middle school went to the competition like three hours before the high school so we all got to chill at the hotel pretty much unsupervised since there were only 6 of us and we're really trustworthy...until I made out with someone for like an hour in the stairwell...
119. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Only people older than me actually
121. Is the male or female body close to perfection?
They're both pretty damn good in my book
127. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
Tie quality
129. What's the most superficial quality you look for in someone.
Tie quality
131. Would you ever date someone off of the internet?
Sure, why not?
133. Do you have a crush on someone?
Not at the moment.
135. Say one fact about the person you like.
They have arms
137. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
August
139. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
No idea
141. Have you ever cried over a girl/guy
Yes
143. Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?
Yuuuup
145. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
Yuuuup
147. Is there a boy/girl you would do absolutely everything for?
Yes
153. What's the sweetest thing someone has ever done for you?
Save my life
157. Are you in love?
No
159. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her
N/A
161. Is there someone mad at you because of the person you're dating/talking to?
Yeah. My captain is really pissed at me for talking to someone from another team. Well, fuck what she thinks, the person from the other team is my best friend
163. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Of fucking course
165. Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
god I hope not...
167. Do you get jealous easily?
Not really
169. What is your definition of cheating?
Are you in a non-platonic relationship with someone else? That's cheating
171. Do you forgive betrayal?
That's something I'm learning right now actually
175. A description of the person you dislike the most?
Well right now the person I like least is my captain...let's not go into detail.
177. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
2
179. You'll love me if...
I don't really know...that just kind of happens
181. How often do you listen to music?
Constantly
183. Do you like to dance?
When I'm home alone yes
185. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Yeah, my captain...I kind of got mad
187. A song that's been stuck in your head?
What is love?
189. A book you want to read/have recently read?
Everything is Obvious. *Once you know the answer
191. Last movie you just watched?
Silence of the Lambs
193. You're in a tattoo parlor about to get inked. What are you getting done?
the bisexual symbol
195. If you could be any character from any literary work, who would you be?
Harry Potter
197. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?
I would have stopped myself from being born
199. If you had to delete one year of your life entirely, which year would it be?
8th grade. I got betrayed by everyone
201. If you could design an amusement park ride what would it be like?
nah, fuck the ride, we're putting in shaded benches so you can actually sit down at some point
203. What the last party you went to was, and what the next one will be:
A birthday party for a friend the day before my grandmother died. next one will be...I have no idea
205. How you'd spend 10000 bucks?
A tiny part of a college education
207. Would you rather be stranded on a desert island with someone you love for 10 years, or someone you hate for a month.
Someone I hate for a month. With any luck we'd both die
209. A drunken story:
None
211. Currently wanting to see anyone?
Nope!
213. If you met me what would you do?
Get mad at you for making me answer so many damn questions...
215. Leave me a cute message.
I suck at being cute so...no
brightlycolouredfish you'd better read all of these....
ghost, dracula, frankenstein's monster, mothra, 50 ft woman, leprechaun
ghost: what would you like on your tombstone?
hmmm. I think I'd love a quote on there like "do not pity the dead, harry. pity the living, and, above all those who live without love"
dracula: are you afraid of aging? or death?
aging, for sure. yeah, I think I'm fine with the idea of dying because I think my soul will go on, and that's comforting. but imagining that I'd live on by myself? that scares me so much.
frankenstein's monster: when you fall apart, what pulls you back together?
when I get upset, I really need to be alone. sometimes people will try to reach out, and that's fine I guess? but I think I do need my close friends to help me when things get really bad.
mothra: what is something dangerous that attracts or fascinates you?
Hmm. I like roller coasters a lot. I totally count flirting as something dangerous, and I like to think of myself as a huge flirt when I try.
50 ft woman: what is your most prominent strength?
school wise? history and english for sure. in other areas? probably public speaking.
leprechaun: what is your "pot of gold" (or white whale, if you'd rather)
(i'm going to assume this means like an obsession i have)
I have like a huge obsession with books. I just pick up a book, and I don't stop once I get it if that makes any sense at all.
24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.
(the others are under the cut too)
39: Talk about things you wish you’d known earlier.
I wish i’d known to take the SAT subject tests by October because now i have to pass up a huge scholarship opportunity because i’m not taking them by the scholarship deadline. D: also community service hours look great on college applications and i have not very many. also, sometimes change is for the better. don’t smoke. don’t self-harm. eat your goddamn breakfast. coffee is not a substitute for sleep.
40: Talk about the end of something in your life.
the most recent end to something was my last relationship. it was a mutual decision, but i think it hurt me a hell of a lot more than it hurt him. cuz i mean yeah,that relationship had been making me feel like shit for months, but it still meant a lot to me, and when we broke up my main form of emotional eupport for the past year had vanished. and that’s been pretty hard to deal with. but i’m managing.
Heya! Thanks for tagging me in the books challenge on facebook, it was really fun, and I appreciated all the cat pictures from your travels. Sorry I was so awkward last year when I told you I had a crush, and thanks for being so kind about it. You're a helluva person, so go forth and kick ass! I'll come chat next time I'm in town, yeah?