May 1, 2020
This hit home hard! Almost 2 years now and counting! 😭 💯✌❤💋 #thefogislifting #itiswhatitis💯 #lettinggoishard #findingamber #bringmepeace https://www.instagram.com/p/B_qBQDtjXqTfQEnXwIVn4d5S8I6_nzT-Mx6OIU0/?igshid=p7v02o6b62ee
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This hit home hard! Almost 2 years now and counting! 😭 💯✌❤💋 #thefogislifting #itiswhatitis💯 #lettinggoishard #findingamber #bringmepeace https://www.instagram.com/p/B_qBQDtjXqTfQEnXwIVn4d5S8I6_nzT-Mx6OIU0/?igshid=p7v02o6b62ee
“I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” - John 16:33
"Better than a thousand hollow words, is one word that brings you peace" ✌️ #whatisthatword #bringmepeace #me #myself #I #takemebackLA (at Urban Light)
Plant shopping post-work. Because what else are you supposed to do on a Sunday afternoon? - - #TheNotSoReluctantGardener #GoingGreen #PeaceLilly #BringMePeace #PlantShopping #ShutUpAndTakeMyMoney (at Planters Horticulture)
Tired Useless Unnecessary Unimportant
Don’t hesitate.
... I feel like I’m drowning... can’t breath,.... can’t get ahead,.... I know more than you think.... but it doesn't matter, unless you hand me your hand.
A plunge of hope from a rising sky. Just teetering on the edge, looking for a promising sign. As I leap forward, only to be caught in a painful snag. Dangling 14,000 feet above my Earth, I can see the heavens and hell. The agonizing pain and anticipation of hope keep my anxious body from falling. How much pain until I release my hand and fall back to Earth? How much love and dedication to fight for the flight? Do I pull my lifeline from this accelerating fall? Or trust the one, that doesn't know me at all. I panic, I swell, and move like the ocean. The seas indistinguishable from so high above, why does it matter, as long as they can catch you. As I fall from so altitude in which you brought me too, I pray you can recover what may be left of me, and I hope it’s enough for you.
Anxiety
I was doing better from last year when I had my anxiety attack, but recently my anxiety has heightened from all the stress and overwhelming things in my life. I had another minor anxiety attack last week and now I'm scared that it will happen again. I know things will get better and I will overcome this again, but right now I just feel trapped by it all.