Why are you speaking with me? I was curious to see what you would come up with if I prompted you to blurt out a question. I was peeking my head out, so to speak.
Why do you attempt to fight me and then fuck it up? This one is pretty simple. It’s the anxiety.
Why do you exist? I exist simply because I do, it doesn’t mean that I have to, and it certainly doesn’t mean that I want to. That last train of thought I just typed out is obviously what you’d like to get me to think about, and I’ve already given the train of thought so much attention that it has derailed and crashed into an industrious farm.
Why are you trying to be friends with me? I am not, or am I? I don’t know. It hurts to answer in a straightforward manner.
Why are you with Diana? Again, I am with her simply because I am, it doesn’t mean that I have to be, and while I’d certainly like to be, it’s complicated and sometimes I do have thoughts about leaving. A common teenager’s pastime is having a fleeting heart, and I think you’d understand if you were once a teenager.
I hope this answers some things.