#brocon!ranson

[1osingdog]

the first time randy jerks off thinking about his brother being after he got the shit beaten out of him at school. some boys in his class didn't like the way he looked, the way he talked, the way randy's just...himself. benson's pissed because he taught randy to throw a punch, got him a knife a few years back. so either randy didn't stand his ground or the shitheads that did this to him ganged up on him so randy couldn't do anything.

and the way that benson was just so livid pulling the details out of randy about what happened, the fact that someone cares That Much about him makes his stomach twist the longer he thinks about it until he's touching himself under the covers. after he cums on his hand, he imagines it's benson's and licks his hand clean.

oh anon you’re CRAZY for this. just thinking about randy touching himself to benson, knowing it’s wrong because everyone and everything tells him he shouldn’t feel this way about his big brother but??? how can it be wrong when it feels so right??? when he’s the only person who ever makes randy feel safe and seen and cared for??? the only person he can imagine being that vulnerable with, that open and bare. so what if he jerks off every night thinking about his big brother’s plush lips around a cigarette, or his long fingers in hair, arms wrapped around him in a hug, or that one time they both fell asleep watching a movie one of the rare times randy was allowed to sleep over, and he woke with benson asleep half on top of him, the weight of him crushing him but in the best way. and suddenly randy felt a hardness pressed into his thigh and his eyes shot open and he was suddenly painfully awake, every fiber of his being on high alert at the feeling of his brother hard against him as he slept, breath heavy on randy’s neck. a pathetic untouched teenager he honestly almost came then and there and it took all the focus in the world not to. when benson finally woke up he apologized for crushing randy and randy couldn’t even make eye contact with him long enough to say it was fine

[1osingdog]

do you think a ranson incest au would have them the same level of unhealthy codependence or even More unhealthily codependent

oh 100000% even more unhealthy codependence. they are 100% angry ‘wants to toughen him up’ older brother x sheltered sensitive ‘just wants to make him proud’ younger brother.

like benson is maybe his older brother from a different mom that was always lowkey annoyed by randy growing up because he’s so much younger and his mom keeps him so sheltered and babied and he’s so damn soft and has been coddled and it pisses benson off but at the same time randy following him around like a puppy all wide eyed and scared he feels so violently protective of him, like only i can be mean to him and hurt him but if anyone else even tries benson would kill them. and when benson finds out how overbearing randy’s mom still is even after he’s grown it pushes him over the edge and he runs away with him, kidnapping his little brother whose so scared and doesn’t understand what’s happening but trusts benson so completely he’ll follow him anywhere because that’s his big brother and he loves him desperately

now i have new brainrot to think about, may have to write a separate headcanon post for this now thank you anon

[1osingdog]

benson giving randy some of his shirts to wear so his little brother can put on boy clothes for the first time...and there's something so satisfying about the dress randy's mom had laid out for him laying discarded on the floor while randy's beaming wearing benson's ratty, well-worn shirt with the sleeves cut off. he's the happiest benson's ever seen. even though randy can't bring any of the clothes home with him---his mom would throw an absolute fit---he asks benson if he can wear them again next time they hang out. and when he pulls the shirt over his head to change back without thinking to tell his brother to turn around---not wearing anything under the shirt except for white panties with a little pink bow since benson didn't have any bottoms that'd come close to fitting him---randy makes a muffled comment that he likes how the shirt smells like benson, too. smoke, sweat, and benson's cheap but reliable deodorant

i’m convinced you’re trying to kill me with this one it’s so so specific to me as a forcemasc lover and dream participant + brocon!ranson i’m—

the thought of randy being forced by his mom to be a literal doll, all pink and frills and stupid bows and the second he comes over to his big brother’s house he runs to benson’s room, “benny, benny!!” and he already knows, having an outfit laid out for him — a raggedy band tee, some far too big camo pants except he got a belt this time. randy is beaming the second he sees it, eyes welling up with tears at the thought, and benson can’t help but smile a little, musing up his soon to be kid brother’s hair

[1osingdog]

brocon! ranson would be the WORSTTTTT coworkers. benson bosses randy around but just Death Glares anyone that tries to do the same. randy has no spine except when he snaps back at benson and it always catches everyone off guard. benson complained about his back one morning and randy laughed at him, asking if 'nee nee' was getting old. their coworkers are pretty sure they're fucking after that because. what the Fuck. chris would be dead within two months for pulling his shit💀

oh for certain, especially when they make out in the back when they’re lucky enough to close together. it’s all fine and dandy until they forget to do it in one of the many blindspots and randy is pulled to the back the next day to ask if he’s being taken advantage of 😵‍💫

[1osingdog]

I know you're getting a lot of brocon! Ranson asks but omg there's something I just thought about. So they've always been pretty affectionate with each other as kids. Hugs coming easy and beds were not rarely stared cause Randy always came up with some excuse; a scary dream or loud thunderstorm or he's scared of tomorrow or he's cold. A thing that might make their mom look twice though is how they shared kisses. Not just a sweet cheek or forehead kiss, no, Benson would cup Randy's cheeks and plant a firm peck on his lips. Randy's always soo giggly about it, cause Bensons lips feel wet and funny on his. Making it a habit of sneaking up to his brother, standing on his tiptoes in front of him and making a kissy mouth signaling him he wanted a kiss.

Ugh they're so sweet I'd die for too affectionate and touchy ranson brothers :((

i’ll end myself right now!! randy all giggly when benson kisses him on the lips!!!! even when randy gets older and benson starts thinking he should stop because it’s different now, randy won’t stand for it! maybe they have to do it in the privacy of their room or late at night but he still will give benson those big wet eyes and soft pout and benson will give in, rolling his eyes even as he places a hand on his neck (rougher now) and kiss him on the lips hard.

one night, benson even decided to mess with him, pushing his tongue past randy’s lips into his mouth, and randy let out the most pathetic whimper gasp sound benson couldn’t help but bust out in a fit of laughter, leaving randy blushing furiously and glaring meanly. it took almost two hours of benson apologizing before randy finally rolled back over onto his side to face his brother again. but even then he could barely look him in the eye because of how his brother’s tongue in his mouth had made his body ache

[1osingdog]

randy who wakes up early every morning to his mom in his room, picking out the dress for him to wear at school. something that means he can't be running around on the playground with, something that means he has to sit out from PE and watch everyone else run around. his mom says that girls that like playing sports end up as dykes. the dresses are glittery and scratchy and he's Always disliked the way they feel on his skin from a texture level but now that he's gotten to try some of benson's clothes, clothes that his brother lays out for him the same way his mom does but it's different because benson doesn't get mad at him when randy puts his clothes on the floor instead of laying them on the bed. benson doesn't make him stay still to fix his hair when it gets messy, if anything benson helps it get messy. benson's fine with randy wearing pants and prods at him to be louder, to have opinions. he lets randy have junk food and doesn't comment on him getting fat from it. once, he has randy look through his fridge for something to snack on and when randy tried to say he wasn't hungry---not seeing his mom's preferred snack of celery sticks---benson said that was bullshit. that randy was a growing boy. the offhanded comment made randy so happy he started crying in the middle of the kitchen.

randy sitting on the old beat up couch in benson’s room while they play video games, legs spread wide cause he’s in too-big pants and he can (and its how benson sits), sipping on soda and while benson’s smokes next to him. every once in awhile he glances at his big brother, replicating his mannerisms and movements, wanting to be more like him. when he has to leave and put his stupid dress back on the fabric is even more scratchy and unbearable after the soft worn fabric of his boy clothes. benson has to help get his hair back into the stupid over complicated bows and braids his mom always does, and it’s not the best but he’s getting better (he’d never admit it to randy but he practices sometimes on the longer pieces of his mullet). randy’s mom can always tell, and randy always comes up with an excuse about a nap messing it up or something but his mom always has a look like she knows (but maybe that’s just in randy’s head) one thing she does know is he always comes back smelling like cigarettes and not being very hungry for his dinner of steamed veggies and bland chicken and she rants for hours about how bad an influence his brother is and one of these days she’s gonna stop these visits

[1osingdog]

t4t brocon ranson where benson's been out and passing for years and years. when his dad left and remarried, it was never something he mentioned to his new wife. he takes her transphobia and homophobia with a passive listening ear. when randy's little, it's all dresses and skirts, hair bows and clips in hair put in two braids by her mom every morning before school. benson thinks his sister looks like a cherub plucked from easter sunday church service. kid looks fucking stupid going out in public looking like a doll.

benson doesn't see her too often, her mom always giving him nasty side-eye, a grown man hanging around a little girl...pisses him off that she thinks he'd ever do anything. one time, though, miranda quietly asks him what it's like being a boy. listens all quiet and solemn and says that if she was a boy she'd like to be called randy. her mommy says that's not a girl name, though, so she can't be randy.

benson's not about to tell his *brother* about what's going on there, but he's more interested in spending time with randy after that. he understands that kid and wants to get him out from under his shitty mom obsessed with playing dress up with him

i feel like i’m going crazy reading this it’s literally a dream 😵‍💫 t4t brocon!ranson is actually a sentence pulled from my dreams i’m seeing spots

[1osingdog]

sorry i'm always spamming you with my brocon ranson thoughts, never feel bad if you want me to back off btw!!!

imagining randy as just. an absolute FREAK once he's fully comfortable expressing his feelings for his brother. pressing his fingers into the bruises benson leaves behind, whimpering and telling his brother it doesn't feel the same without it being benson's hands. wanting to be fucked at knifepoint with the same knife benson got him for his tenth birthday to keep him safe from any creeps. touching himself at the thought of benson making him suck on his gun with the safety off. smiling shyly at his brother while they're eating breakfast and imagining benson fucking him so far past the point of overstimulation randy can't even tell him 'no' or 'stop' anymore.

never ever ever apologize for sending these they are actually the light of my day, i love opening my tumblr to see a new anon from you <3

sometimes they stew for a bit cause i want to give them proper attention and school +work is kicking my ass rn

and 100% YES randy would be the biggest perv freak when him and benson finally embracing being sick fucks who are in love. the fucking at knife point is CRAZY (and so true) and benson would get so in to it he wouldn't realize how hard he's pressing until blood is running down randy's neck and he'd feel so fucking bad, his eyes would tear and he'd press his hands to the superficial cut, apologizing over and over, even if randy tells him it's okay and it doesn't even hurt

and they would definitely toe the line of safety practically every time the fuck, benson always pushing randy's limits and randy doing the same, seeing how violent, how harsh benson is willing to get with him. wanting to prove to him he's not weak, he's not fragile he won't break he can take it. and benson feeling guilty but also fucking loving it and being so proud of his brother who used to be so soft it made him sick, watching as he gets a fist to the face, only to turn his head back grinning at his brother and asking for more 😵‍💫