My friend with her cruch(boy).
when she play game with him, she said she can’t talk in voice chat room alone with him it soooo embarrass, so it’s end up she drag me in that chat room too and i’m the one who talk the most.
why they enter chat room and say nothing even i tried to talk with them i guess that i have to leave them alone together, but when i trying to leave my friend just beg me to stay with them....
even i’m laughing and tried acting like i enjoy with game.
Okay lady what the fuck with you!?, am i a cupid? why i’m here!?!
Oh god can you just kill me now.
why you guy need the boy(now actually girl) who have no love experience, let me goooo!! what are you guy want,but that guy really ruin his own life so i worry my friend will end up raise for rest of his life(he will became lounge lizard/fancy man for sure)
and i just realize oh but my friend is stalker(and little yandere at sometime) So if that man can’t living without her, and she got him forever maybe they have a happy end right?
but when i said this to my friend, she worry about that man is a NEET.
Ho... maybe she isn’t max level of stalker and yandere right?
she don’t know what she was, so i keep quiet about that i really scare if she reach max level of yandere and stalker.
Should i accept what she was and do nothing(i’m just friend, you know....) or find the way to stop her to be stalker and yandere because help and save it’s friend thing to do right?.
stalker and yandere in real life is not cute at all is just creepy really but she is my best friend....
I like to just play trick around them because their brain and logic is really interesting i wanna see their brain,Ha i’m the worst,but just my friend she just person who really sensitive people will resist her real self, even she most stronger looking in our group but she can’t handle that bad end, that why i want to stop her.... but how?
she always find the prince who is her true love,and i’m her adviser(even she just wanna complain and i wanna know what is “LOVE” that i never belive in.)
i’m broken since i’m born my family already have daughter, so the another children that they want is son not me.
my sister really smart she always popular (with girl more than boy yeah she had girl friend)
she can hiding in her room when our father back, and made Psychological abuse me, my mother sit next us and do nothing.
and when i can’t handle it and cry for help they just acting like a victim and i’m the crazy one everyone said they is really good parent, the wrong is my brain i’m just sick everything became my fault, my parent really good at acting.
I still getting Psychological abuse and after that they said they just angry sometime they told me “sorry” but they dosen’t seem really “sorry”. sometime they not even said “sorry” because my life is their isn’t mine so they can do everything with me. they said it is “LOVE” but it really hurt me even now.
“it your own fault for have been born in first place”
“if our family haven’t you everything will be better”
even i’m 1st top of class they still not satisfy because my sister can do better but it’s not sis’s fault it’s their.
even i proud of my sister even she smart but she really hardworking person.
but my sister really hate me like my parent she think the treat after abuse that i got is parent’s “LOVE” and i got it more than her who always escape when father angry and don’t know anything because she run away to after school club.
she always avoid me, even we are sisters but actually we just stranger for each other.
when she older and realize that i’m really broken, she trying to stop acting like she hate me, but i know she hate me, but it’s not matter now because she already move out with her girlfriend(she often change her girlfriend and sometime when she get dump she just hug me and cry like crybaby and i don’t know what should i do, when finish crying and complain she went back to her room)
So i can’t understand “LOVE”
[LOVE] that my family give to me is really painful.
[LOVE] that my friend always looking for it, always end up hurt herself (i don’t know how stupid female human think about romantic love for now her love still look pure but lately she start interesting same gender)
[LOVE] that social can’t accept homosextual and my sister got dump again and again because her lover want to have secure love life and can really marry (my country still can’t marry with same gender).
[LOVE] that really beautiful isn’t exist.
[LOVE] is just fiction and imagine, i don’t belive in them and never feel [LOVE] at first i think i’m psychopath(who can’t feel love isn’t they is bad people i thing they are really cool) but painful, hatred, terror, fear, anger, wrath, and other human’s emotion, or like someone because that person made my world brighter, end up rejected, but just [LOVE] i never feel it maybe forever because i HATE it, [LOVE] in real life it’s really disgusting.
i want to tell my friends that really made she look stupid when she fall in love with the man (her man type really awful).
but my opinion for [LOVE] is just personal opinion, i’m just kid that never know anything or feel [LOVE] so i can’t conclude it yet.
So i tried to create my own [LOVE] to help and give it to the person who need help (someone who being bully or who got abuse) but it’s end up witht they hate me or they told “I love you” they just misunderstand it because i enter into their life when their heart so weak and try to help them heal it, i always said they like my friend or sibling at first they understand but in the end they(no matter boy or girl) still said the same “I love you not in that way i love you like lover” and their got hurt from their love, is it my fault that tried to help at first? (but not everybody, half of people i tried to help hate me).
so run away from them but still found they [LOVE] someone else in shortly time i’m gone like i predict, how disgusting their [LOVE].
it look pitiful when they tried to get my heart they just want me to love them back in the same way but i’m the person who can’t feel [LOVE] so i feel sorry for them, that made me really hate [LOVE] more and more i lost a lot of people in my life because that [LOVE].
[LOVE] never bring good thing into my life.
But novel anime movie mange fiction are fine for me because they aren’t real.
Ha is it Otaku or Chuunibyou opinion?
Everybody i know get hurt from [LOVE] even who married more than 20 years.