#broken hearted?

[sonofhistory]

Guess who read Rose Petal Hands again?

[theghoulishgirlsofghastlyhigh]

[amalopolis]

Guys, Dolly Parton is the real MVP today. 

[californiaenglishxo]

Sometimes, my thoughts are just too much to handle; my emotions and feelings are rushing inside of my veins, aching my heart. 6 months now... time has been flying by faster than I could even describe. It feels like yesterday that I called you "mine". I miss your hugs, our stupid inside jokes, dancing like a fool with you, giggling at literally nothing, laying my head on your chest... It's easy to remember the good times over the bad, easy to remember why I miss us as opposed to why we didn't work. There is a part of my heart, deep inside, that hopes everyday that we are meant to be; that someday we find each other again. I pray for it. I hope for it. I wish for it. I hope to God I did not make a mistake or the wrong decision. Logically thinking, we both need time to be alone. To grow as a single adults and have the opportunity to explorer who we are as an individual without any influence from a partner telling you what they think or want of you. But my emotional being is making the idea of this being the good choice very very hard. Dating other people has been fun, interesting, and full of life lessons. In a way, it gives me hope that I can find someone else, but when I'm on a date, having a great time, and you continually cross my mind... it makes me wonder if I'll ever connect with someone the way I did with you and it scares the ever loving hell out of me. I want nothing to do with any body for a long time... My heart has been shattered too many times by someone I still continue to love; that scares me. Fact is... I miss you.

[razelm]

Ugh. Uso ba?

Nakasaksi kasi ako ng mga taksil kahapon lang pag uwi ko. Hindi sakin story to ha. I mean damn. Dina nahiya may asawa na, nambabae pa and for God's sake, may anak na sila. Dipa nakuntento yung malayong kamag-anak pa yung pinatulan ng walanghiya. Shame on him. Story to ng basta, cousin namin. And my cousin is the girl, not the stupid boy. sabi kamag-anak daw nila lola yung babaeng malandi? diko lang alam kung malayong kamag anak or what. At sana hindi ko or namin kamag anak yung babaeng yun. Ewan naiinis ako, at magdedemanda pa daw yung babae. Hell dude. Mas may karapatang mag demanda yung pinsan ko. Besides di yun tanga, may pinagaralan yun at nasasakanya yung tama. 

Tapos kanina, tinext ako ng kaibigan ko. Break na daw sila nung girlfriend niya. LDR sila e. They're both girls. My friend is the girl, at yung girlfriend niya yung lesbian. Yep, we know that it's a little not right, you know their relationship 'cause they're both woman but it's our friend's happiness so, we (her friends) accepted it. Nagtagal sila mga 1 or 2 years narin ata? Marami ng mga pinagdaanan yang dalawang yan. Tutol kasi yung mga parents nila.. Pero hindi sila nag break dahil dun. Nag break sila kasi.. Basta. Confidential? Basta. Pero medyo away bati kasi sila, pero ewan lang kung magkakaayos pa sila. At nandito lang kaming mga kaibigan niya para sakanya.

[iturnedviolet-blog]

How can you stand there with love in your eyes and still be walking away?

[kissme-if-i]

Nakakapagod Umiyak..

 Yung tipong hindi mo mapigilan ang pagtulo ng luha mo, wala kang magawa kundi ilabas lang lahat ng sakit. Parang gusto mo ng sumigaw pero hindi mo kaya.

Masakit sa mata, masakit sa ulo at lalong lalo na sa puso. :'(