When we met, no matter if it was by accident or fate, something has stirred in me. Deep, deep, deep down I felt a rare connection, even if I would never pronounce it to the world or to you. Let´s just talk about our laughs, the short eyecontact and then that little smile. Do you even notice that, when we sit or sleep next to each other in the car and our bodies barely touch, our arms and legs move closer together just to calm down in peace? Your caring voice when I nearly fall down in the car. Your soft touch, when you help me tighten my uniform. Man, these comments about my dirty trouser are driving me crazy. It seems like you care too much as if it´s only meant in a friendly way. I want to name those childish jokes, but I can´t stop laughing. Do you even recognize that the two of us always end up togehter, nevermind if it´s at a party or sitting on the couch after a long shift. It kind of feels like we´re looking after each other without being aware of it. Our bodies and souls seem to work on it all by itself. Everytime we see, talk or touch each other, even by accident, I feel lighter, just like my soul refill itself with energy and calm. But the hurtful truth is, you´re taken. Taken by maybe another wonderful person. For you it´s only a phase, or just fun. I can´t tell. For me it´s so much more. Deep, deep, deep down I know our souls are made to fit. And you know what? I´m going to leave this game as a loser. No matter what the universe decides to happen with us, I gonna lose this game.
E.H.
