The bad dreams won't stop again =[
Had the worst one tonight
You tried to move on so fast
That hurt so bad
To replace me as soon as you could
With whomever gave you any small type of attention
Instead of self healing and self improving like you had told me
Big Mistake
It ended up back firing on you
You ended up getting fatally sick
And Eventually you did come back and did tell me the whole truth right away
But still
seeing you with someone else
Made me realize
A sudden hard truth
That made me wake up sobbing
Yelling into your shirts
It's like you learned
how to genuinely love from me
But
Instead of fixing what you broke
And giving me the type of love I had always deserved
From you
You decided to give it someone new
But your karma followed you
You got sick
And THEN decided to come back
I loved you so much
i took you back
you did not live long =[
You left me alone again
That’s when I woke up crying
When you came back
You were so loving apologetic
humble and open
And seeing you like that
Resparked everything again
It made me
Open to fighting for us
Full force like never before
It's like I completely believed
You learned your lessons
And genuinely forgave you
And not only did you help heal me
I healed you
And in the process
Our love grew to new heights like never before
Things started to feel the same but way BETTER
We were supper happy again
And then you passed
If only you stayed and fixed what you broke 💔
we could’ve had the best life
I can say this with certainty
I would have ran away
Eventually my fam would have come around
After they say how Serious we were about fixing ourselves and and living happy successfull LOVING life’s
Bby it was real
And
it was magic …
🥀🌹🥀