#brokshi

[pawmpadour]

hey why is fortune so scary

[renesassing]

i gotta take the time at some point to read your whole revan prequel AU in detail but man it's so fun. same with all your star wars/halo ideas you're so big-brained about star wars

thank u!! sci fi (especially star wars) is 80% of my personality and this is the one space where i can just throw my half-cooked ideas out there at 3am because usually my brother is asleep at that point. i just like lore a whole bunch, and i like to put the canon i like into a blender, grind it into paste, and use that as the mortal to hold together my own headcanons. i dunno if my ideas are necessarily good tho, which is why i throw shit out here to see what sticks! peer review and all that lmao

[scarlet-riot]

i dunno, answer this ask and i'll see on the dashboard

sorry for taking like 15 minutes to answer, i got distracted sjfdfk. but yes let’s see!!

[darkflierliesel]

brokshi replied to your photo “five whole months later, i’ve FINALLY made myself a proper town flag...”

they had a surprisingly good paired ending! every leonie support i saw was so good

yeah it’s my favourite paired ending of hers i think!! shame i’m too invested in cathmir to ever actually go for it in anything but CF haha. and yesss her personality’s a fun mix of being kind and hardworking but also blunt and insecure and all her supports have the two characters bouncing off each other very well. i even like her byleth supports! unpopular as that is :P

[seeyouguyslater]

brokshi replied to your post :im starting to make a callout post for myself...

okay but EVERYONE loves 6 juggernaut star

OK YEA THATS TRUE DUDE SOUNDS LIKE A MONSTER TRUCK RALLY ANNOUNCER??? 10/10

[biteitwhenitssoft]

literally if you get asks about antis just immediately turn off anon before it becomes a Big Deal

iojniguvtyfrdesw oh god alrighty

[bigskycastle]

that agent 8 drawing where you tried to mimic the official art style may not be 100% accurate to it but it still looks great

thanks ! n yeah haha it kinda became its own thing at some point.. that style is harddd

[dragonomatopoeia]

why are you so combative when other people are trying to get you to do self-care stuff

because I feel as if I show myself to be more trouble than I’m worth than everyone I care about will abandon me, but that directly contradicts my urge to be completely transparent and communicate my needs with others in order to reassure them that I won’t betray or lie to them, and so I end up causing more work for others in the long run because I’m honest about my needs and emotions while simultaneously trying to diminish them so my friends don’t worry

in addition I feel as if many of the components of self-care that serve to isolate me will remove me from my friends for so long that they’ll begin to realize that they don’t actually like me that much and wonder why they ever put up with me in the first place; after all, if they’re having a better time without me, then my influence is probably a negative one

Logically, I know this is all horseshit, and I try to redirect my thoughts when they go down this path, or at the very least reason with them. However, my emotions are Very Strong and persuasive and very good at punching logic in the throat. I generally just need to reason out my emotions with another person in order to fight them off. However! If I do that, I’m “imposing on another person” according to my shitty traumatized brain. So The Cycle Persists.