#brooklynnthinks

[brooklynnthinks]

I give

People nicknames so that if one day I die they'll see that thing or hear whatever I've nicknamed them after, and remember me. That also riens true for nicknaming people and then when they fuck me over. They will always get slightly angry or upset when they see or hear the same image.

[brooklynnthinks]

If you want me to stay then baby I need you to tell me because words will always speak louder than actions in my book, and currently you are only acting out and I need you to speak out.... because my eyes see actions that my brain can try to process and deliver to my heart while you could so much easierily speak to me and my ears would send a direct message to my heart. Oh baby oh baby. I need you to speak to me. Tell me not to go. Tell me that you need me so... Tell me before I go.

[brooklynnthinks]

If i can not write I can not think.

If I can not think I can not speak

Because words are the most powerful thing I have to give and if I speak any matter of such words to you,

Thankful you should feel, because most often I try to hold my tounge and not speak. 

I try to write them down, I try to think them out before they come from my head to my throat and out onto your ears, or for your eyes to read.

If I can not think I can not speak

 And to speak I need to write

And to Write I need to speak.

But none of this can I do because words just seem to clash together and fall apart and in doing so...

I...am...Falling...Apart...

Words are what make me..

Lack of words is what is breaking me.

[lovvedwweller]

brooklynnthinks replied to your post “Whenever someone asks me where home is, I want to either fall to the...”

Totes about me

totes yis

[brooklynnthinks]

Mer.

Derp.

Herp.

I've been feeling really lonely for a while now..

I just haven't been willing to admit it.

[lovvedwweller]

brooklynnthinks replied to your post:i wondered why my wrist was itchy and then I...

I still love you. I will always love you <3

i love you too, <3 now go to bed you need to sleep fucker

[brooklynnthinks]

Anyways, I've deleted the anon hate from my inbox. I'm not going to say, anything about it, or even post what they said. I don't need my fallowers to fight my battles. Besides online fights are pointless anyways. I've also turned off my Anon submissions. Sorry guys, until everyone can play nice and my url stops being spread and my name stays out of mouths. It looks like it will have to be that way.

Love you guys.

Sorry again.

[brooklynnthinks]

I'll more than likely get shit hate for this, but I really don't fucking care. It's my blog  and I'll blog my feelings if I fucking want to, don't like it? Go unfallow me or I guess blog shit about it.

Anyways, I want to drink so badly right now. I want to smash down a bottle of something and just fucking get wasted and sit in my house and drink and drink more. Mostly because I miss how it feels to not have to think, to be able to get away from all of my problems so easily and basically not have to face anything, not have to care, because you aren't really you in the moment you are drinking. I'm just tired. I'm tired of the shit going on in my life, and I just want to get away from it for a while. Plus I miss how it tastes, I miss the feeling of it....I had a user dream tonight...now I can't even sleep I'm up shaking because I want it so baddily, and I'm out of smokes, and out of mind, and my vape isn't really working. But it's cool.

I'll get through it and I 'm not going to drink. Nothing is worth loosing myself over, It makes me a strong person to not be able to run away.