Recently I've been feeling a lot, but I have no idea what I'm feeling. I'm usually rather good at recognizing my emotions, but I cannot for the life of my identify what I've been feeling. It's like discernible emotion is at the tip of my metaphorical tongue. I feel like nothing's coming out naturally, when I express something it's not quite true. Emotional brown slush is what I'm calling it now. You can't tell what's in it and if you look for a flavor, you can kinda taste it but you gotta REALLY look for it. This is like melancholy but not with an undertone of sad, with an undertone of everything. It's a little unsettling, to be honest. Things are getting boring and I often feel the need to scratch my face off because I'm so mindlessly bored.