#bruhnnybutt

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@bruhnnybutt MERR CRIMIS I DREW CHRISTMAS COCKTAIL DOGS

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MERRY CHRISTMAS @bruhnnybutt ALL YOU PUT ON YOUR WISHLIST WAS “MEMES”

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happy birthday @bruhnnybutt! i know i already uploaded one of these but i wanted to upload the others w/ it. i’ll try and make you someting other than ocs i promise

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talk about 1-40 :3

1: Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie.i got to see bh6 in the theaters after harrassing my mother to go see it with me! she didn’t want to see it because she was “sick of kids movies”. she said the same thing about wreck-it-ralph. she loved both. i cried in the theater over this movie. like 3 times2: Talk about your first kiss. i kissed my dog3: Talk about the person you've had the most intense romantic feelings for.???4: Talk about the thing you regret most so far. lmao..... a lot................ i’ll just say not leaving tumblr sooner. i love u guys that i’ve met here but this place is hell, and it’s turned a lot of my (previous?) friends into trashbags?5: Talk about the best birthday you've had. ??? ummm. honestly my birthdays kinda all blend together. i don’t remember any birthdays i had before like 12 and i haven’t had a birthday party since i was like 11 so likei guess i’ll say whatever year it was where i got something useful for my birthday6: Talk about the worst birthday you've had. i guess i’ll say that one year (icr) where no one remembered LOL7: Talk about your biggest insecurity. LMAO....... a lot........................ namely my appearance and trying not to be socially anxious and just making things worse and not having like any friends in general. i mean i get i have “friends” n all but i’m kind of like a second-rate friend. i haven’t made an internet “friend” in like 2-3 years and i haven’t made an irl “friend” in.... like 8,, most of the people i talk to are just out of convenience. like, oh, this person works in my department; i’ll talk to them. but i’m not really, like, FRIENDS with them?8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of. already answered in previous ask9: Talk about little things on your body that you like the most. nothing lmao10: Talk about the biggest fight you've ever had. never been in a physical fight but i almost kicked a kid in the nuts bc he thought it was funny my dog got attacked?emotional fight probably something where someone and i were all passive aggressive for like..... months? idk. but i don’t really see how that’s a fight11: Talk about the best dream you've ever had. i can’t remember what it was but one time i woke up from a dream that was so nice that i became horribly depressed for a week after i woke up.since i can’t remember though, i’ll say the dream that spawned two of my favorite ocs that i’m writing a story about12: Talk about the worst dream you've ever had. i have..... bad dreams on a daily basis or every other day lmao. i can’t really recount a lot of them. i wake up in cold sweats a lot13: Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time.lmao like anyone would get w/ this  14: Talk about a vacation. one time i went to hawaii! it was nice. super nice. i normally hate the heat but it was really nice. it was sunny and the water was FREEZING but it was. really nice. it was humid. BUT IT WAS NICE. i really liked it. we only went because i had “graduated” from 8th grade from a super difficult private school with ALMOST all a’s for the 9 years i was there. (i got like 8 b’s and my classes changed on a quarter basis and i had 8-9 classes per quarter) i want to go back after i graduate from uni! but idk if that will happen. (THE HAWAII THING.... not graduating...... i am not wasting all this money for nothing lmao)also before we left i made a horrible joke bc my mom and i had jumped into the rental jeep and left my dad to lift all of the luggage back into the car and he was like “what am i, your porter?” and i just yelled “well you are a PORTER-ican!” my mom and i have been laughing for 72636 years about this and he still doesn’t find it funny15: Talk about the time you were most content in life. not now lmaoprobably a few years ago. i was out of middle school but wasn’t in actual hell yet16: Talk about the best party you've ever been to. LMAO I’VE NEVER ACTUALLY BEEN TO A PARTY BITE MEi’ve been to a few birthday parties when i was younger but that was more of a “i’m inviting everyone in the class” kind of thing and then i went to a few soccer parties (THAT MY MOM WAS HOSTING LMAO)17: Talk about someone you want to be friends with. a lot of people on my dash that aren’t trashbags like the rest of tumblr. they’re cool and have nice opinions18: Talk about something that happened in elementary school. i actually had a friend! in kindergarden anyway. and in like 3rd grade they told everyone i liked pokemon (they did too) and since we went to a super-religious private school everyone laughed at me/disliked me for it lol. that was kinda the start of a lot of my social anxiety problems.19: Talk about something that happened in middle school. i had this absolutely horrible day this one time in pe someone hit a badminton racket out of my hand and it went flying and i got in trouble w/ the teachers and everyone started making jokes about “pulled a (rowan)” the entire day and laughing at me from afar. honestly i can’t remember most of the day but it just got worse from there? like honestly i was the laughing stock of the school for like 2 weeks until someone else flubbed up.and then another time the lady that was running the yearbook made a comment (like it wasn’t? intentionally bad just. really really embarrassing) abt me in front of the entire grade and they were all laughing abt it for the entire day and telling everyone else. i went home crying and my mom knew the lady so she called her and apparently she didn’t know the entire grade was there (she thought only the kids of the same sex were there which would have been a lot less embarrassing) and she didn’t mean for it to come off that way but it was still really blah20: Talk about something that happened in high school. i once saw two girls get into a catfight in lunch and literally there were clumps of hair on the floor. i think they were fighting over a boy21: Talk about a time you had to turn someone down. never lmao?22: Talk about your worst fear. i have a chronic fear of dying, being alone (no friends, basically), and the future/growing up.fear of dying is the reason i haven’t died yet. i consider myself a christian but honestly a lot of times i find it hard to believe in a lot of times that there’s something after all of... this. and i’m afraid of the pain before dying, especially.being alone just... in any sense of the phrase. in the dark, alone/on my own, having no friends, everyone else dying and just being on my own. anxiety doesn’t do much to help this.future/growing up..... honestly i don’t know half of what i’m supposed to do as an adult. i’m scared.23: Talk about a time someone turned you down. never lmao. but that’s only because i’ve never asked anyone anything24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot. a lot of people seem to have some kind of Major Revelation that they respond to questions likese these with but.... honestly i have nothing.25: Talk about an ex-best friend. i can’t believe you treated me so poorlyi wasn’t much better but you were much worsethose jokes were not okay, they were never okay, i asked you to stop, you wouldn’tyou remind me of someone i knew long before you, who wouldn’t stop with their jokes, who acted like you, and i can’t believe i didn’t see the warning signs sooneryou were honestly so manipulativebut i’m not going to wish anything poor upon you. i haven’t talked to you in years.i hope you’ve gotten better since then.26: Talk about things you do when you're sick. i don’t lay in bed all day like my dad does so he never believes me when i say i’m sick. all i do is slack on showering, sit at the computer all day, and take like 4 hour long baths27: Talk about your favorite part of someone else's body. eyes....... pretty eyes!!! you can tell a lot by someone’s eyes28: Talk about your fetishes. kink shaming is my fetish29: Talk about what turns you on. i never really understand how to answer these questionsin the least sexual manner possible, the answer would be scruffy hair! being nicely dressed! but not overly nicely dressedbasically dress like reid30: Talk about what turns you off. that bad smell that a lot of ppl have where their breath/they smell like poop it’s horrible31: Talk about what you think death is like. painful. can’t really think of any other way to describe it32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood. i remember this little gazebo thing that used to be in our old neighborhood’s park it was really run down but it was fun to go mess around in and my friend and i one time got some wooly caterpillars and made a lil room for one out of some of the old bricks there and leaves and grass n stuffand then some dick came and killed it with a brick and then threatened to crack my head open with a belt and i basically went home crying33: Talk about what you do when you are sad. i vaguepost on tumblr and draw vent art and cry and listen to sad music and thne go lay in bed and try to napthat’s basically what i do every day34: Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured. i have a bulging disk in my back and it sends shooting pain down my left leg if i don’t sit right or if i sit on the floor or do a lot with it. it used to be a lot worse so i would say that the pain i used to feel from it was the worst, but it’s still pretty bad and constant. nothing i can do about it either35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing. being depressed? being anxious? being socially anxious? being a bad friend? being self-centered? chewing my nails? picking at scabs? being antisocial? procrastinating? being a jerk?36: Talk about your guilty pleasures. sf, lmao (if you know what this stands for then good for you, if not don’t even ask), and kids sunday morning cartoons37: Talk about someone you thought you were in love with. ???38: Talk about songs that remind you of certain people. any sad song reminds me of myself lmao? is that bad?i guess i can’t really answer.... this question..... any songs that remind me of people are because that person introduced the song to me. most of the songs i listen to like, will have deeper meanings, but aren’t about people if you get what i’m saying? like they’re not love songs, i guess. any love songs just remind me of my ocs anyway uh39: Talk about things you wish you'd known earlier. already answered in previous ask40: Talk about the end of something in your life.i’m glad as hell i’m out of middle and high school. i could never go back, it flat-out wasn’t healthy for myself

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a tile of bruhnnybutt and i’s lesbian drink dogs :’3 don’t use unless ur me or kyle which ur probably not also doing this lineless like killed me

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since i cant find the stupid post on my dash bruhnnybutt when i say it’s  bloody i mean its bloody. we see one lady get blown to bits and you see her organs and spine n literally?? i mean i guess if you can make it through the first 5 minutes you can make it through the whole anime but. i don’t have a problem with anime blood which is why i was able to watch it, so

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bruhnnybutt replied to your photoset: who wore it better

Y OUS TO LE MY FUCKING TEXT POST. FIGHT ME.

EXCUSE YOU I MADE THE POST FIRST

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ok since most of my other confessions would be negative and u told me to do this one-

i know im a whole lot to deal with and things are really difficult sometimes but i care about you a lot and im so, so glad to have you around, thank you for handling me and still caring for me through all this shit