THINGS ARE GETTING BASIC! I felt like a slightly empowered strong independant lady when I stopped waiting to get an orchid as a gift and just bought my own. Been wanting one for a while and the only thing that got me through today was the thought of a nice poached egg! Those St Andrews grads have had a bit of an effect on me I feel! Things are a little better recently, and a little worse. It’s quite hard to just pick if I am happy or sad. I’d say now about 60% anxiety and 40% happy and believing in the future. Right now, my goals are to just enjoy different parts of life while I can even if thats just sitting in the livingroom in the morning eating some strawberriers and looking out at this view that I probably won’t be able to afford my whole life. Looking forward to another club ride and hopefully meeting more cyclists my own age at some point...............
But also, I know I have been neglecting code and don’t really feel the same passion for it anymore which makes me pretty sad tbh.