I See it Clearly
"She never cared. She never did, everything was a lie and I wast bested by a lier." He spoke in the same cold and emotionless voice to his recording golemite.
"That has been made clear. I doubted it but last night when she showed up and spoke, how she acted, how she spoke and what she said." He shook his head. "Sorry? Is that all she had to say? That would have been a good start a /MONTH/ ago before I've inflicted so much pain on myself cause of -her-"
"Then casually asking me to come back to work? Really? That selfish bitch. Heil was right, I should have listened to him. She has her own goals in mind and will hurt anyone for them. She did not love me, she used me. Like a damned rag, and I was too love strucken like a puppy to see it. But that will not be a problem anymore. No emotion, no getting attached. No getting attached, I will not feel this pain again."
"She looked at me like I was a gross monster, I doubt she even thought my new scars are her fault. The finger replacement, is mine I fucked up there. But my larger self, (Not body fat, muscle so its not a negative I should say he mumble in a note.) "
"Bah, Balthazar burn it and Grenth take it. I've got bigger problems then to worry about that red headed lier. Like payments on the house, and finding a new job...I wonder if Heil's offer still stands. Or if I can find a local here to do some work for."