Sungjoon let out a load sigh as he looked around him, somehow he had found himself seated in the park he used to go to when he was little. But now his view on everything had changed, everything that had seemed so big back then felt different. Of course it was the fact that he was older now, but it was more than that. Something in him had shifted and he wasn't the dumb fifteen year old Sungjoon anymore.
He would make sure everything went different this time, make sure he wouldn't make the same mistakes. I mean what's the worst that could happen right? A smile found it's way onto his lips, but then it disappeared just a moment later. Just stay positive, was what he told himself, but that's nearly the opposite of what he really felt.
Who was he kidding, he was a fuck up and that's all he'd ever be. He let out one last sigh and pushed himself of off the bench. He could still go back to Japan, maybe coming back wasn't such a great idea. Then he quickly shook his head, no he could do this. Looking up at the sun which was shining brightly in the sky, he'd just have to hope for the best.