Tw: slapping? mentions of punishment.
The fight started about something i can't even remember.
"Fuck you hoseok, It's like you want to hear what everyone says except me!"
"I'm sorry jagi I didn't-"
"You're honestly such a fucking asshole-"
*SMACK*
Hoseok had slapped you right across your face. Your head turned from the impact and you held your cheek in shock. You didn't expect hoseok to do that. You looked at him and he still looked livid. He grabbed your arm and dragged you towards the corner. "If you're gonna act like a fucking child then I'll treat you like one."
He threw you into the corner, while facing the wall "You'll fucking stay here until I come get you and think about your behaviour tonight." I still in shock and couldn't actually process what was happening and i sat there with tears rolling down my cheeks.
I distantly hear a door slam. I don't know if i was more relieved or scared about him leaving.
I don't realise he's back home until he's right behind me and is talking to me.
" You can get out of the corner now, y/n"
My feet work on their own as i shakily rise. He leads me by my upper arm into our bedroom. He drapes me over his lap and says, " I'm going to spank you 25 times. You're not to make a single noise or I'll start over. Is that understood?"
I don't realise that i replied with a yes until I've said it.
SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK!
All through the spanking all i could think of was how much i hated everything happening right now. The slap, him leaving, the spanking, and in this very moment, Him.
He gathers you in his arms and rocks you back and forth as soon as he's done. The aftercare that you once adored and cherished now seemed like a chore. He whispered sweet nothings and reassurances but you just wanted this to stop. You wanted everything to stop. You hated everything that's happening right now but you also couldn't find it in you to get up leave. Of course you do eventually leave. In the middle of the night, after he's bathed you and cuddled you to sleep, you get up from the bed, grab your phone, jackets and car keys and leave quietly. You lay in your own bed, put your phone on silent and slept.
When you finally did wake up a wall of intense rage like never before struck you. How could you let this happen to you. Why didn't you say something? Isn't situations like these the point of safewords. And above all you were angry at hoseok. You were angry he slapped you. You were angry he didn't check in on you enough to know something was obviously wrong. You picked up your phone to see 54 missed calls from hobi and several concerned texts. You put your phone down again and went to make breakfast.
You thought going about your day without calling or texting him would buy you sometime to think about how you're gonna go ahead with everything happening. But life had other plans. As soon as your lunch break started you saw a familiar face pacing in the lobby. As soon as he spotted you he marched up to you. You expected him to yell and be angry at you but you could only see apprehension and fear in his eyes.
"Jagi, where were you this morning you just up and left like that i thought something had happened to you you weren't picking up your phone" I let him ramble on while looking everywhere but him. He cupped my cheeks and made me look into his eyes. "Honey why aren't you saying anything tell me what's wrong" He looked so vulnerable and sad i almost felt bad. Almost.
"Hoseok, i don't think this is working out."