"Hoseok, i don't think this is working out."
He looked at me in shock. His face was full of pain but i could not bring myself to feel bad for him.
"Yesterday was the worst thing to happen to me in so long. I know we agreed on certain terms for punishments hobi but last night wasn't it. The slap was violating and for you to just leave and then continue to punish me. You crossed a line and i don't think I'll ever really be able to get past it" I said. I was proud of myself for not letting my voice shake even though my entire body was trembling. Hoseok had been my boyfriend for 2 years and it all came crashing down in a day.
"I'm so sorry that i made you feel like that y/n. I failed you as your Dom and as your boyfriend. I had sworn to protect you and i did the exact opposite. I'd like to make it up to you but if you have made up your mind I respect that. But i truly am sorry and i will live with the guilt for the rest of my life" Hoseok said regretfully. By the time he was done speaking he had begun crying and honestly, so had I. He might have betrayed me last night but I do have a soft spot for him.
We said our final goodbyes and parted ways. Initially it was difficult to adjust to a life without him but it got easier and easier everyday. We had agreed to stay in contact, maybe even friends but that never happened. In the beginning we saw each other sometimes. Run-ins weren't uncommon as we had many mutual friends but eventually it got too painful and we both stopped attending such events. Time healed the wound, as these things often go. Slowly, the thought of the other person didn't hurt as much as it used to.
We met again, after a year and a half. It was a random Tuesday afternoon and we accidentally ran into each other at the new cupcake store that had opened up at the mall.
"Hoseok, hii it's been so long since I've seen you, how are you, how have you been?" I said with a genuine smile on my face
"Y/n heyyyy. I've been good how have you been?? Let me guess you're gonna try their chocolate cupcake?" He says in his usual cheery voice.
"Yes HAHA my love for chocolate hasn't changed" We both laughed and it didn't feel forced.
He told me how his music career has been taking off and how he's gonna do his first concert in America later this year. I told him how i got my dream job that I've always wanted and that i shifted into a much better apartment. The conversation was a little awkward and it definitely didn't have the easiness and comfort that it used to, but that's okay. Sometimes you need to move on from people and certain parts of your life to be in a better place. We said goodbye to each other once again, but this one felt much nicer than the last one.