“I keep hearing him scream every night while I’m wide awake, but the's been dead for years.” [50s au maybe ? let's make it even more angsty]
;; bubble-crazed-lunatic
It was dark, and still hot in her little apartment. The light was spilling in from the tenement landing and the street below, through the red and orange and yellow scraps of fabric Charlie used as curtains.
Her daughter hadn’t been able to sleep well, but now, collapsed against her mother’s chest and in her lap, she was fast asleep at last.
Charlie was watching her old friend across the room, on her couch. He looked so... old, now. Gently, she stroked her daughter’s reddish hair, watching him with sympathetic eyes. Slowly, she got up, disappearing into the other bedroom to carefully put her daughter down before she returned. She didn’t sit back with him immediately, but instead to the case over the kitchen sink. There was enough liquor in there to reasonably fell very large game. Some things about Charlie never chained, of course.
A glass of gin and a glass of whiskey. She did nothing by half measures, either -- both were well above a shot. The whiskey was eased into his hand, and gently, she held onto his other hand.
“My amuri, my father’s father, called it -- well, he didn’t talk English, not to his grandbabies, but it’s like survivor’s guilt. He used to get nightmares -- abuji said he heard them, at night, talking to him, or crying. The Great War took a lot from him, and when he came home, he came home to country that felt foreign, and four babies who barely knew him. Even when I was born, and growing up, nearly twenty years later, he was still hearing his friends in the night time.”
There was something unspoken in her statement. Charlie was never one to talk very openly about her pain and her suffering, a flaw that had never done her any good. Her tone of voice, the way she spoke gently and held his hand, said what she couldn’t -- you are not alone. I hear it, too. Of course, one would have to have a relatively perceptive friend for that to be noticed.
Gently, Charlie kissed his knuckle, shaking her head.
“I wish I could give you anything else.”














