They have left me, they are gone. Is it a good thing?
They never truly loved me like I loved them so it must be a good thing, it couldn't have gotten worse. I just wished that I never knew.
I must have done something, I must have messed up in some way that made them not love me. Right? Yes. Yes, it must be my fault, it always is.
I feel empty without them, they were always there and now they aren't. Its good right? It has to be.
I can't take Jonah, Mads should take care of them, I trust her too. She's doing better than me and I'm scared that I will mess up.
I just need to get used to it now, they aren't coming back so I need to forget about it. I don't think I can.














