#bugggu venting

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It irks me because a certain coworker will come in like three hours early and sit on his ass in the break room. Then he complains like midway through his shift how he wants to go home blah blah. Well it was busy and I was asked to come in about an hour early (I had a rare 10 am shift). Abd of course a certain someone was there in the break room. I stg if he bitches about going home today. Hmmmmmmm

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So today the store didn't open until like 8 am and so I had to wait until then to go on break. A certain coworker followed me as I walked out of the online ordering room and was like "that's not all the orders" I was confused because we literally had 20 orders and sure there was a chance that we could get same day, but we wouldn't even know for a couple me hours. BUT little did he know the manager already told me after we finished picking I could go do the go backs for a couple hours and then leave. So I was like "Yeah we're done for now." I was going to add about the go backs but he interrupted me and said "Yeah but we aren't allowed to leave yet. " So I just stared at him and said "I'm not leaving? I'm taking a break." I'm not gonna lie I rolled my eyes and my voice was really annoyed and I walked away after that. Like seriously, get off my back dude.

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Boy tomorrow would be a great day to not fucking wake up ever again. Whyyyyy? When it fucking rain it pours I guess. I’m a shitty person tbh so I’m not surprised this always happens to me.  Just let me fade from existence. Honestly, who would miss me anyway?

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BLEHHH.

I really so lonely and depressed and distant from people. I wish I had some closer friends I could talk to. :C I haven’t had any motivation to write at all either. 8′)

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Fun times at work >:c

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I wish I had like two days off in a row. Like...having just one day is barely enough to rest. I’m not off again until Saturday and other coworkers have been getting two days in a row ;;o;; And soon I gotta get ready to sleep....Hhhhhh

I wasted my whole day being depressed. yaaaaaay. 

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I feel like part of my sister’s new ways of being selfish stems from the fact that I’ve been very vocal that I’m not going to watch her kids anymore. My life shouldn’t be held back because I have to be a free babysitter 24/7 whenever she wants to go do something. 

And my parents and brother are going to be leaving in a few days to visit Florida. My dad wants to visit his old friend one last time, because honestly he isn’t sure if he’ll make it another year. But. Yeah. I’m going to be stuck at home with my sister and her kids. It’s going to be stressful af.