I need to talk about this. Liam on Building the Band. God, it's breaking my soul even more. Every time I hear him say something to the bands, that is so meaningful and true it breaks my heart even more to know he's not here. Seeing him sitting next to Nicole, who was part of the start of one direction and being on the same level as all these iconic legends , God, I can't believe he's gone. My gorgeous boy. He was so kind and talented and so real with them. I wonder what he thought about if he remembered his time in the band even more and how that shaped the way he would give advice and feedback. If he saw the boys in the bands and if it reminded him of his boys. I wish he was still here. I dont understand how he's not. I can't imagine his family sitting there and hearing him and not completely breaking down. I sobbed like a baby just seeing him and hearing him. I'm so happy he was able to have that moment of being a mentor, im sad we didn't get to see him do the promo, talk about it, and see how it impacted him. God, I miss him so much. This 1D anniversary was not the same without him. Nothing is the same without him. Liam James Payne. I really hope wherever you are , you are resting and seeing the way we miss you. I love you so damn much. You deserved so much better, but thank you for everything you gave us, I will never ever forget you. ❤️
