#bumbledean

[nicovaldez]

bumbledean replied to your post: whatismylifeomg said:I think I st...

OH MY GOD ‘M NOT THE ONLY ONE LOL I say Nico Valdez instead of di Angelo so often it’s hilarious :’)

Does this actually happen. This makes me so happy!

[weeaboo-trashh]

Dear hasubando, (you're welcome)

Dear hasubando,Hey there... uhh if you're real...and you actually exist... Can you holla at a girl? It'd be really nice to  know if one of my hasubandos was more than just fiction U _  UTo my fictional hasubandos..... I'm sorry that i can never make up my mind between wanting to fuck you all or have you all fuck each other. Alas its one of my fatal flaws... But what matters is that I love all of you * smooches everyone's foreheads*- Your loving waifu

[nutckles]

I talk in the language/accent of the show or moie that I just watched. Lately, I speak in really really extremely broken japanese in my head LOL

I tend to copy the accent I hear the most? (though not in a very good accent) like I get influenced by the type of accents I hear?? haha

[weeaboo-trashh]

28, 43, 128

28. Who are you most comfortable around?Myself, and you  u 3 u ,343. Do you smile at strangers?Lol no. When i leave the house I stare at the ground and hope no one looks at me.128. Would you change your name? Yeah, I don't really like my name. :') The only thing is i'm REALLY bad at making decisions, especially long term ones, so I'd never be able to pick anything. I've always really liked the name Isabella though//

[smalldestiel]

knight-gwaine replied to your post: no makeup selfie day wee

SO CUTE

bumbledean replied to your post: no makeup selfie day wee

woWOWOWOOW cutie alert a;sdlfkj alsO FRECKLES *SCREECHES*

sirmarvel replied to your post: no makeup selfie day wee

Yup you’re still gorgeous!!

merthurkisses replied to your post: no makeup selfie day wee

adorable!

makototachibana replied to your post: no makeup selfie day wee

DIES FROM CUTE OVERLOAD

boxpolice replied to your post: no makeup selfie day wee

Ohmygoodness your freckles you darling little lamb you~*~

merlinsbluebutterfly replied to your post: no makeup selfie day wee

your freckles and your adorable hair! <3

aLL OF YOU JUST 

[inaudiblemon]

It would seem as if I was tagged by mademoiselle bumbledean. Since I have lack of Tumblr friends, I shan't be tagging anyone, but please, answer as you please. 

Rule 1: post the rules Rule 2: answer the questions the person who tagged you asked. Rule 3: write 11 new ones Rule 4: tag 11 people and link them to the post Rule 5: actually tell them you tagged them

1. If you could control one element on earth (doesn’t have to be the big 4 that we associate this question to the most) which one and what would you do?

Alright, starting off strong. Tough question. If I had to choose between the big 4, the obvious answer would be Air, since it's the element that most closely resembles my demeanor. Being free and malleable, zen, one with your surroundings, flowey, seeing the good and the substance behind things, that would fit me quite nicely I think. Obvious answer would be to use my new-found airbending skills to fly, because honestly, what else would there be to do? As for fighting, I'd mix muay thai boxing with airbending, but with little contact, as I'd still be able to adapt the circular motions of airbending and have a fighting skill that is as useful as an offense, but also a close-contact defense (I've thought about this before).

2. If your life was based on the last song you listened to, what would it be like?

Mita Anakit, by Yoni Bloch (It's on iTunes, if you wanted to look for it). So, a hebrew love ballad, with a melancholic tone? A man in Tel Aviv who searches to find his place in the universe, as he spends the nights wandering the streets filled with lamplights and watching the sunrise on the beach, all while wondering "What is my purpose? Is this all worth doing, if I am to keep monopolizing this gorgeous view, the wonder of day's first light? Am I not meant to share the small pleasures of the sand beneath my toes and the brisk summer air on my skin?". And one night, on his usual stroll, he sees her.

3. Do you pretend to be in a music video when you listen to music? (cuz i do)

Hell to the yeah!

4. What’s one thing you usually think about before going to bed? (can be a person or whatever)

Well shit Roxane. You'll be getting an alternate answer, but by thoughts usually drift into these weird places, where I make strange connections and odd comparisons, or reach clarity in deep thoughts, since usually by the time I'm going to bed, it's hella late and I've most likely been awake for 18 hours and have not stopped much since waking up. Sometimes it's math and unicorns (no joke, that once happened), other times it's the colour of my ceiling and the wrinkles in my hands, other times I think of what's important to me, what's important to others, if my actions define me as a person or does my person influence my actions? Am I striving to be the ideal of what I want to be forcefully and against my nature, or am I just doing me? How much of this has been internalized? Am I really doing what it is I love or am I just fooling myself because I don't want to come to the conclusion that I am unhappy? Or am I actually satisfied, or at the least, satisfied of what I can do in the limits imposed on me? Am I having way more fun and am much more fulfilled in an Alternate Universe where I'm a space-pirate or a househusband?

5. Open a book, find a random phrase and write it down. Analyse it. (that’s right, this is irl situation that english class prepared you for)

"Conformément à la signification propre et généralement admise du mot, UN HOMME LIBRE est celui qui, pour ces choses que selon sa force et son intelligence il est capable de faire, n'est pas empêché de faire ce qu'il a la volonté de faire." Here, Thomas Hobbes, in my french copy of his book The Leviathan, explains that a free man is one who is able to pursue all his endeavors without limitations of others. This one is a fundamental concept in what Hobbes will heavily influence, such is Liberalism. This liberty to do as one pleases is difficult in the state of nature, as Hobbes theorizes that man is inherently bad, and will thus not naturally know how to compose himself in society. In order for man to be free, one must then become ruler and attain absolute power, in order to socialize man and guarantee a level of protection for all, so that one may be able to live freely without fear of one man's happiness coming to squander another's, or in some cases, leading to the death of one man for the happiness of another. Through order that the Leviathan puts in place, peace and freedom will be achieved, according to Hobbes.

6. Hurry, I need to be swooned, come up with a pickup line!

Oh dang, I've made all this food (which is mainly deserts) and I can't possibly eat this all by myself. Who ever will be so nice as to help me finish it all so that I can make more? Oh, whoops, my hand slipped and Ghibli's Whisper of the Heart just happened to fall into my computer's CD drive. And look at that, I forgot to remove my fluffy, comfortable sheets from my couch/bed. This just isn't right if no one is there to cuddle the fuck out of eachother. What ever shall I do?

7. I’ve just fallen on the ground in front of you and i’m severely bleeding and wheezing, what is your initial reaction and how screwed am I? (try to think of how you’d REALLY react. My bro would freeze if that happened aha)

First, slowly lay you down on the ground and kneel down next to you. The next step if finding the wound. If external, apply pressure. If internal, make sure you don't move. Alert medics or tell bystanders to call an ambulance. Calm myself down and remind myself that I have this under control. Calmly reassure you that you're alright and to stay alert. Comfort you in any way I can until someone who is more competent than me can take over. 

8. Yo, listen here. I’m only 8 questions in and i’m already brain farting so this is how it’ll go. You come up with a question for this one and answer it yourself, pls and thank. *kiss kiss*

You asked me what I was considering studying as a continuation of my bachelors in Political Science and Francophone studies. I complimented you on an excellent questions and answered that I wanted to do a lot of things. Namely, what I've been considering as of late was to progress my academic career and study politico-linguistics as a Masters degree, with a thesis on the acadian dialects, and whether we should consider them as pidgins, a créole or a variation of french, as well as the political and societal implications of the use of language by the acadian population. I'd also like to dabble in a bit of Leadership studies, and Community Economic and Social development studies.

9. If you could domesticate one animal, which one?

Most likely the Bison. Who doesn't want to ride a bison?

10. Would you rather have a small group of close friends on tumblr, or a lot of curious and wonderful anons on tumblr (with the occasional asshole)?

Small groups are often a lot better. As wonderful as anons could potentially be, I prefer getting to know and have somewhat of a more intimate relationship with my friends.

11. Perfect/ favorite weather conditions?

During winters, a light snow, just enough to accumulate a bit but not enough so that it becomes a nuisance. During summers, warm nights with a light breeze, with little light pollution so that the stars are visible.

[smalldestiel]

tagged by rex♥

1. If you could control one element on earth (doesn’t have to be the big 4 that we associate this question to the most) which one and what would you do?

hmmm i don't know i think i'd choose fire??

2. If your life was based on the last song you listened to, what would it be like?

oh god it'd be about a guy who loves a guys yeah

3. Do you pretend to be in a music video when you listen to music? (cuz i do)

yES I DO it depends on where i am but at home i always do oops

4. What’s one thing you usually think about before going to bed? (can be a person or whatever)

usually thats when i get my panic attacks so nothing good haha but i like to distract myself by thinking of destiel reMEMBER NATHANIEL

5. Open a book, find a random phrase and write it down. Analyse it. (that’s right, this is irl situation that english class prepared you for)

are you serious i'm not even in school anymore omg

sentence: "beim essen meiner lieblingskekse"

real meaning: "she is eating her favorite cookie" wHAT DO YOU WANT FOMR ME MAN

6. Hurry, I need to be swooned, come up with a pickup line!

hey my magic watch said we're supposed to be naked right now! oh, no, wait- its five minutes ahead. *wink*

7. I’ve just fallen on the ground in front of you and i’m severely bleeding and wheezing, what is your initial reaction and how screwed am I? (try to think of how you’d REALLY react. My bro would freeze if that happened aha)

i don't know omg i would be really scared and then get down to help you and call the police???

8. Yo, listen here. I’m only 8 questions in and i’m already brain farting so this is how it’ll go. You come up with a question for this one and answer it yourself, pls and thank. *kiss kiss*

do you like cheese?

yeah sometimes, it depends. why did i choose this question i don't know heLEP

9. If you could domesticate one animal, which one?

GIRAFFE NO HESITATION FRICK THAT

10. Would you rather have a small group of close friends on tumblr, or a lot of curious and wonderful anons on tumblr (with the occasional asshole)?

I HAVE A SMALL GROUP OF CLOSE FRIENDS + a lot of other people i talk to and i'm very happy with it c:

11. Perfect/ favorite weather conditions?

SNOW SNOW SNOW

[inaudiblemon]

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In which I am cliché and spout off about fear that all 20-somethings have. I'll at least add this one that I did put in the audio: The fear of being too different. I'm often told that I'm an exception to rules and normal social conventions and that  I register things and see things in a light that not many people do, which sounds great in essence, but sometimes I wonder, is there something wrong with me? Is something important escaping me or am I thinking things too thoroughly through? Is the fact that I see so much and understand a vast amount of things from someone over the smallest of details a normal thing to do? Is it healthy for my mind to constantly be analyzing and deconstructing people to understand them and attempt to help them? Are people going to consider me as an insane person if I tell them I can vividly feel, emotionally and physically, their emotions, feelings and thoughts second-hand, that I can get inside their heads and understand them, and experience memories with them, that I am an empath? So to speak, the fear that I am different in my way of understanding the world around me, and that there potentially aren't many people who are going to understand. The fear that understanding, kindness and realizing the immensity and enormity of people is a thing often disregarded as something unimportant.