#bumblins

[1ampere]

I wish I had bought the deluxe version of Potionomics :") I got too excited and thought I'd be able to upgrade to the deluxe version later after buying the base game rip

How I regret it so much aaaaaaaa... That artbook... I really want it... THINKING ABOUT HOW MANY REFERENCE MATERIALS I CAN USE FROM THAT ARTBOOK TO MAKE MORE FAN ART AAAAH WHY DIDNT I JUST PROCEED TO BUY THE DELUXE

Well, granted, I had to buy food and medicine for my cats so I really thought there was going to be an option to upgrade to deluxe later on because there's always that option in Steam. But turns out there's not an option like that. sigh;;

[1ampere]

#2

Oh no my fixation is getting worse because I was out today and just had a random thought that popped in my head..

The nb urge to dye my hair white again and cosplay fellow nb character from potion sim game for fun u_u

It's not for a con or anything, I just feel like playing dress up. I only thought it would be fun to cosplay even if its simply me being at home, just for myself hahah I'm not keen into posting pictures of myself online either.

For my cosplay record, I only cosplayed once in my life so far and it was Hakutaku from Hoozuki no Reitetsu. Went to a con with that one but that gave me anxiety and figured that I enjoy cosplay more by its own thing.

[cencyreus]

wowee I didn’t get to use any of the tumblrs I made at all.

I plan to remake my tumblr theme into more of a gallery layout where it’s just pretty much my drawings for easy viewing. I made it this way, before, in accordance to a rainy/foggy theme but ah, it’s not really good for viewing drawings with because it’s too light. Someday soon, probably after I finish my current batch of commissions.

[1ampere]

#1. Gamingggg Bloggggggggggggg

 YOOOO WHATS UP MADLANG PEOPLE!!! SUBCSCIBRBR LIK EE --- CHokes lmfao no. Heyyo!!! I’ve been wanting to make a blog dedicated to my videogame shenanigans for a loooooong time now :”D I’ve made three new tumblrs earlier this month but only got to using em now. My art and game tumblrs are side-blogs, so it means I can’t follow people.     It’s going to be mostly single-player games ahah cause I have crippling social anxiety... or.... just.... anxiety in general. Although... I also am quite the lone wolf when I play multiplayer games. Since there have been cases of where someone would invite me to go play a game with them and then they never play with me anyways because they already have a bunch of people they play with. ^_T So like, it’s a really weird feeling when I see the person who wanted to add me in my friendlists in games but we end up never interacting with each other for eternity. Not just games though, even with social media. (for me)) I only feel this with acquaintances or people I’m not really close with;; It kind of makes me nauseous when there’s situations like that. And it really makes me feel terrible that I have to go on and remove myself from their lists because I don’t want to be a bother(?) because it seems like I am??? I’ll always try and do my best to be happy-go-lucky and be friendly though. Ahhhh enough of the rambles, I just want to jot down my videogame adventures on this blog-log. :-)  I don’t expect my blog or hope that it’ll have any viewers or readers. I dunno. Just thought of making a diary thing of the games I play since I’m sort of homebound and I have no other way to experience new things or take in new places. When people ask me how I’m doing or what I’m up to, I really have nothing to say because almost anything that’s interesting or actually new that’s happening in my life is when it happens in / when I play videogames lmao.. Games have been a huge help to my life and I’ve learned (and still is learning) a lot from it too.  Anyways, if anyone happens to drop by, hello and thanks for stopping by!

[cencyreus]

making 3 tumblrs in the year of 2019.. what was I thinking... lol