I'm so dumb sometimes cause I keep tryin to repost stuff and I either do it on my main or this one T.T Like I keep mixing it up. . I just got a dumb bunny brain ig
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I'm so dumb sometimes cause I keep tryin to repost stuff and I either do it on my main or this one T.T Like I keep mixing it up. . I just got a dumb bunny brain ig
I have been forgetting to eat for the past few weeks, some days I get maybe 500-1000 calories, if that. I have lost weight which I like but oh my GOD not eating physically hurts so badly like. The reminder to eat is that my stomach feels like it's collapsing in on itself. I had the tendency to be a glutton before, I don't know what changed lol.
Started the last day of 2018 by looking at my phone and seeing a notification of rejection from a journal.
Seriously, publishing a paper is the hardest thing in life. Except for getting a proposal from a guy that I actually want to accept.
Losing hope on art
At this point I don’t feel like showing any art anymore. It doesn’t really catch anyone’s eye unless it’s fandom based, I’ve done it before and it gets old quick, it’s easy to do on insta but here it’s not as easy. Regardless of it I still lack feedback of any kind. I appreciate the comments of “this is great” and similar to it. But at this point it’s all the same to me. It’s starting to become....depressing. I dreamt one day that maybe someone had interest in a series or a character I created and ask about them. An original not an FC...I’m not asking for attention I’m just ranting and at a point where I don’t want to post..my art isn’t really anyone’s interest so who cares. :/