#bunnyrant

[bunny-snack]

fuck it lol im gonna be posting here more

for context this account has been shadow banned (unable to send dms and i dont even know what else) for at least 4-6 months, i submited a support ticket december 26th and havnt heard anything back yet, everything ive posted directly here has been TOS friendly, any non TOS posts have been reblogs...

and being shadow banned while also going through one of the worst deppressive episodes of my life kinda killed my desire to post stuff both text & photo posts,,,

( •̀ - •́ ) 💢

and i was going to just keep pretty quiet and just mostly reblog other peoples posts until tumblr support got back to me (for those in the back thats 2 months without any response)

but all this stuff going on with the way predestrogen, avewy, nebulaaaaaa, xenasaur, etc. have been treated has kinda changed my mind, their repeated transmisogynistic moderation (accidental or otherwise🤔) is not going to keep me from being quiet. even though bunny-snack is alot smaller than the users mentioned, im not going to be another tran pushed off the platform by staff if i can help it 🔨🔨🔨 i like this website, and the community ive found, i like my mutuals this blog has too (i just wish i could talk to other nsfw blogs without using my super sanitized main aesthetic blog (it looks weird yk?))

anyway if you want to send me dms nd stuff my main is visual-lite please feel free ♡

[bunny-snack]

transmasc tumblr discourse this

transfem tumblr discourse that

it easy for me to forget exactly how not binary i am sometimes, i feel like im constantly speaking in a second (gender binary) language constantly, not that i mind respecting people, it would just be nice to have a break from it sometimes,,,

and its easy to like,,, sometimes forget that the concept of gender literally makes no sense to me

idk its just been really hard to find community sometimes even in trans spaces, as someone who hasnt actually ever viewed the world through the lens of binary gender

for this blog i use any pronouns

but irl its they/them or it/its if youre feeling spicy

but its just easier to be any pronouns for this blog because gendered language is still so prominent even on trans tumblr and if i find a post hot or relateable even though it dosent have my preferred pronouns, or uses "transfem", "transmasc", "boything", "girlthing", etc id rather the have power and purposely misgender myself (even if it dosent feel great) than be sad and alone about not being able to hit the rb button because "× post isnt gender neutral,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, :("

its just difficult,,, separating the idea that i can still relate with someone who is transmasc/transfem, without still internalizing at least a tiny bit of their gender

and then i feel a weird type of dysphoria from it sometimes, i get in my head about not looking enough like a cute enough transfem/transmasc and i will literally forget that transfem/transmasc are labels that ive never really been trying to be seen as