listen i'm worried for you, it's not healthy to have so much anger inside of you. maybe you should go talk to a doctor about this, so that you can heal and have a better life?
True! I’m very angry because in this year alone 333 Black people were shot by police, not including the unrelated murders done by random civilians against Black trans women and innocent Black babies! Only a few days ago, one of your kin shot up a pool party and killed seven fucking Black people for the fucking shits of it! 75, 000 Black women have gone missing and no one cares about us disappearing. Black children are being gunned down in the streets by the likes of you and your cracker kind, psychologically and emotionally destroyed because of the neighborhoods we’re forced to grow up in.
I’m enraged because Black children are more likely to have PTSD from racism and from the trauma your ancestors inflicted on us. Because your great-great-great granddaddy wanted to own a slave, I have deep seated mental issues. And no, sweetheart! I can’t see anyone about it because I’m a poor Black woman. All of my anger and my sadness is considered to be funny, some sort of fucking punchline for a shit-faced hack like you.
You’re right! I have a lot of pent up anger because instead of going to therapy (which I and many other Black people aren’t allowed), I was having panic attacks in the back of a minivan because no one wanted to diagnose with me anything stronger than anxiety. I’m angry because I, like many other Black people, have attempted suicide multiple times and have not had the luxury of being placed somewhere where I can get help.
I can’t “heal” or “calm down” because no matter how great I am, no matter how much talent I have, no matter how much better I am than you at everything, society will still choose you, a white trailer trash bitch with nothing but half an English major, than a Black woman with natural born genius. There will always be an Adele to snatch shit out of Beyonce’s hand, another crummy nobody taking the words out of a Black woman’s mouth thinking they’re doing something special.
And I know you felt real clever sending this, and I know you felt like that bitch for “taking me down a peg” since you did it off anon, but lemme tell you this. You and your people have no morals, no conscience. On a deep level, there is nothing in you that tells you right from wrong, and that’s perfectly fine with me. I know no one has taught you how to have empathy for Black people, that you really as a social sociopath to the pain you and all your little KKK kin have inflicted on my people. I pity you because you’re really not a human being because humans know when to respect people and know when other people have hurt inside of them. But someday white people won’t be in power. You just won’t! Someday everything you stole, everything your people broke will be replaced and mended. And it’s only my “unhealthy” hate and anger that’s going to keep me alive while your plague-spreading, non-showering, racist off-shoot of real humans die out.
