burning -
why do I try to keep it all together
when letting go just feels so much better
staring at the door, won’t yet dare myself to enter
in a battle with yourself, you live in such terror
it’s so hard, it’s so scary to show my raw self altogether
forget the world, even to myself -
I’m scared I wouldn’t be able to control the fire within her.
fueling a fire I wouldn’t know how to exactly measure
burning slow is something I’ll never know how to do, ever.









