Drunken Hopes on Fire!
A poem about soaring ambition, fueled by desire, that rises into the sunlit heavens only to crash into illusions, futile hopes, and final as
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Drunken Hopes on Fire!
A poem about soaring ambition, fueled by desire, that rises into the sunlit heavens only to crash into illusions, futile hopes, and final as
NEW POEM...
Care portrayed as hurt
leaves love languishing.
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Thank you for reading my words. I hope they help and heal you as much as they do, me
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A reason that isn’t mine
I am still here
not because I am in love with living,
but because I know
my absence would leave fingerprints
on people I love.
I imagine the silence after me
the unanswered calls,
the room that suddenly feels too large,
my name becoming something
people say carefully.
And somehow,
that is what keeps me breathing.
Not hope.
Not some beautiful belief
that tomorrow will be better.
Just the knowledge
that my pain would become
someone else’s.
So I stay.
And nobody tells you
how exhausting it is
to survive for other people
when you don’t know
how to survive for yourself.
I laugh sometimes.
I eat.
I answer messages.
I make plans.
I look alive.
But somewhere inside me
there is a girl sitting very quietly,
asking why living
has started to feel like a debt
she keeps having to repay.
Maybe I don’t want to die.
Maybe I just want
this version of living
to stop hurting.
Maybe that’s the part
I haven’t learned how to say.
So tonight,
I will borrow tomorrow
until I can find a reason
that belongs to me.
brooklyns got these, bullet bound ballet girls
ones who eat cotton - ones who rest
Rockefeller St is best in the winter time
loose yourself in crystals -
the art of taking your last breath
colored capsule delicacy, make my mind calm
play the piano quietly - tell me i’m all wrong
bullet bound ballet girls who live off columns
weary song, sway dead in the silence -
dull bladed daydreams hold your hand at night,
you can hear screaming from the angels
they’ll beg and plead - let’s be alright
you’ll drown quicker in the quicksand
if you don’t breathe - imagine a butterfly, swaying,
then hanging from a willow tree
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NEW POEM...
Sullen silences surface
sporadic strained seclusion
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#sixwordpoem
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Thank you for reading my words. I hope they help and heal you as much as they do, me
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There are ghosts
that don’t haunt houses.
They haunt habits.
Choices.
Patterns.
They return wearing prettier faces,
softer voices,
better timing.
They ask the same questions
your younger self
answered incorrectly.
This time,
don’t confuse familiarity
with destiny.
Some doors
are only beautiful
because you’ve forgotten
what was behind them.
You will be tested.
Show them that you studied.
Quiet Bloom
Some hearts bloom in silence, Even after endless rain. The stars still find the broken sky, And teach the night to shine again. Maybe healing looks like this.
Alexander Birch, "Whole"
alexanderbirch.substack.com/p/whole