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hey everynyanz...... how dhould i dye my hair uwaaaa,,

#thinking something bright and chaotic...#but idk..

"disfigured firefighter this" "disfigured firefighter that"

Dude just call him The Firefighter. Let's not reduce characters (or people for that matter) down to their trauma or injuries.

#NINAH #no im not a human #ninah firefighter #it feels ableist #but idk..#especially the people who just reduce him down to being a burn victim #I got my eyes on you if you're one of them.

There is something so genuinely healing about downgrading my own art. Like yeah I'm still learning stuff but yknow what>? I'll do it at my own pace whenever I want. Could I progress and make my art way better than what I make now>? Absolutely but...I don't care. I'm happy. Thats all I care about is that im happy. I have fun, I for once enjoy it. Imagine most of your art journey being so filled with hate because you couldnt be where you thought you should have been and finally coming to a moment of not caring.

Yknow how bliss that is>? How gratifying it is>? I have friends who love the way I make my art. Who see what i do and get excited. Hell random ppl on the internet who reblog my stuff and go this is amazing>!!! Even if what i did was messy>!! I poured my earnest love into something and someone saw it.

people will see my art, see that maybe i don't reach my "full potential" and I do not care. Because I'm happy now. I like my style, I like the way it bends throughout time. I like that i keep certain little traits even when my style shifts. I love that I push myself for something challenging and do it in a way I still find to be fun.

Idk...just happy

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#idk rambles 💟#Personal 💌#Art Rambles 🎨#art #art rant #Going from genuinely ready to never do art again #to be excited when i draw things #sure i have lows and i have highs its always like that #but idk..#ive worked so hard to make it something special to myself #and something I could love.#and i am not gonna fuckin stop #was the struggle worth it>? hell no. Am i happy regardless>? yeah #im happy to the people who see their progress and beam with excitement #its your journey that you should be happy about and ill cheer you on #but this is my own and ill keep goin where i want #sorry feelin very sappy ig

got my new nametag at work ‼️‼️‼️‼️

#kinda weird though idk how to approach this...#ive been telling ppl im changing my name because i like it better #which is true #but idk..#i dont want to come out to everybody . but it does make it weird for the people i have because idk. feels like a secret #one that i told asked me about pronouns and how she's mentally apologizing everytime she says she in front of someone 😭#and its like aw thank u for caring...but idk...#i really dont know how to handle it on this level

#experimenting w a diff... posting? style #so i can finally be consistent even while posting gifs #but idk..#ill probably do something else entirely in 2 days #live for something challenge

Sometimes i think about the fact that theres a world where c!ranboo and c!fundy stayed friends and then i become very sad

#i wasnt even an enthusiast for them as a duo when they were in their prime #i just wish fundy were more involved with the lore #i miss him #even if las nevadas and yogurt are doin a lot for him rn #but idk..#it couldve been fun if fundy was both friends with ranboo and part of las nevadas what with this outpost arc..#also they were just friends?? and it was nice??#same with niki and fundy #and niki and ranboo #itsfundy #ranboo #dream smp

ughghh yeah i do not think im going to be able to get this hitomi birthday art fully colored by today..

#i have the lineart done tho..#i COULD be able to post it today maybe if i just do some rlly rlly basic coloring with only one color at various opacities...#but idk..#hm..#pastell speaks

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